Wednesday, February 11, 2015

The Prophet Advances

Arising from this cosmic swamp of molecule and muck, I slowly get my bearings. Variety and change is here as far as I can see. It looks so large and sounds quite unbelievably ear-piercing.

An herbaceous worm is turning. Wolves are howling at their own reflections. Tigers burn with unsymmetrical jungle glow. And bankers circumvent the moon to make ten-thousand loans.

Flames are rising to the point of something great and overgrown. There's really nothing to it, not even skin or bone. No words can ever label or describe it, endlessly prophetic, all alone.

And I exist to know I am that towering unknown.

Monday, February 9, 2015

Catch Ten Thousand

The world is like some critical disease convincing one the only cure is in the world. 

And so we get our jobs to get our health insurance to preserve ourselves from all the stresses and derangements of the job. There's no way out it would appear. 

It's the perfect catch; the world’s duality will always lead to twenty-two. And greater too. 

There's more than seven billion pieces one can analyze. There's more than seven billion separations needing mending. There's only one analysis achievable. The world is wholly broken. 

To fix, there's no practice needed, no pursuit is necessary, and no teacher is required but that affectionate intent one follows all the time already. 

Worldly cures are only ways to stay within that unwell world. One is attempting to escape when no escape is needed. 

The world is broken; one is not.

Sunday, February 8, 2015

The Intentional Flash

Before the big bang of thunder is
the intentional flash of the absolute.
That flash is colored with the velvet of
deep sleep and totally makes your day.
Every individual experience is your creation
far beyond the day of memory
but as nearest as the night of our intention.

Thursday, February 5, 2015

The Myth of Material

It's not material.

But imagine consciousness the son of god while dreaming. You think your dreams are lifelike! 

Dreams of gods are day and night. The sun and moon are just some characters on stage chiseled from the stuff of nothing.

As we have sculpted our own personalities from thought, universal consciousness has shaped the universe within and of itself.

Yet we have bought the story like some superstitious peasant that this consciousness arises from the chemistry of brain. 

That lie is driving one insane!

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

Accepting February

The words aren't here today. The trees are bare and snow is blanketing the ground with blankness so conclusive that I’m drawing blanks instead of letters. 

Soon the jet stream will be introducing yet another arctic blast. So if the snow isn’t smothering this breath within my heart, the cold will simply kill it. Will it?

Is the heart subjective to objective stimulation or the lack of it, or is this mutable material within the one embrace of universal heart?

I guess acceptance of the month of February is the point of any Valentine. 

The shortest month may feel as if it's longest with its cold that ruthlessly continues and its snow that blinds the eye from seeing any sign of spring.

But loving it is seeing that the winter is the shadow of the summer and I'm neither yin nor yang but each has sprang from my intent that’s always calling all—

to which all again must fall.

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

The Word of Light

In the matter of a lamp, does potentiality of power identify with something other than itself? Is it the physical construction of the lantern? Is it the light it generates?

The teacher says you’re not the body-mind; you’re not this being either. You’re that unknown ground of pure awareness—self-aware within the being of this body.

All of this is manifested by intent of self-awareness.

I tell myself: don’t lose yourself within the physical construction of intent; don’t vanish in the heat of being generated for this self-awareness.

I'm not the lamp. I’m not the light; that I exist—unknowable although nothing other than myself exists for knowing—is what my light is saying. See?

Snow Mind

The universe is in and of this consciousness. There’s nothing you can say or do that isn’t.

Despite appearances, the world does not go on without you. Each view is similar in its conditioning but different in its apprehension.

What is snow to me is not to you.

Within the deepest realm of sleep, this universe does not exist, and on awakening its memory loads. Again, this presence walks within the past.

The deeper science delves into the subatomic world the less subjective it appears. There's a certain feedback that results when one dissects oneself.

Sunday, February 1, 2015

Affectionate Intent

Forgive them for we know not what we do;

conditioned first by parents who were first conditioned by their parents in a line of long conditioning that leads to some original conditioning so long ago,

we are like a stone enshrouded in the moss of thought and tangle of belief which set in motion rolls upon its unintended way collecting other thought and rough belief,

and like a pinball vector in some other automatic and involuntary way until we stumble on the way of great intent itself,

which strips us from each thought and disentangles all belief until now naked, empty and unborn, it moves us—

as love always is.

Saturday, January 31, 2015

A Joke Wrapped in a Parody Inside Make-Believe

One is either on or off but never two or nothing. 

A fact like this is self-evident when clearly seeing as oneself. If not, one is divided by belief and feel a separation is existing where there’s none. 

Thus the universe is not a universe and cause is not effect and action is a work of doing by a separate will that’s free of all holistic intent. 

In such a world there’s war between the one and suffering for this which isn't and a slow and painful death for that never born.

It's like the joke about the nonexistent chicken and the one who needs the eggs. Wake up if you've heard this one before.

Friday, January 30, 2015

Unbelievably Unborn and Deathless

The dream of leaves is waiting in this morning's snow. Although the spring’s potentiality appears to be a frozen void and blank impossibility or any metaphor for signifying nothing.

But from that ground in March, the buds of life will suddenly appear and blossom, growing into worlds fantastic. Such am I. From out of nowhere, I arrived.

And then the world conditioned this mere presence to construct a fabrication full of thought and raw emotion. There I lived forgetting what I am, like a wild and anxious being in a jungle of abandon and destruction.

But wisdom is always in the wind. Return to being and appreciate its simple unbelievability and more. Or less. For what we see as nothing comes to claim itself again. There never is this something else—

being has never been.

Thursday, January 29, 2015

Uncertain and Unknown

No one knows which way the wind will blow. 
The butterfly effect is certainly as subtle as a flower. 
The birds are being and the bees are buzzing and 
the buzz is on the street; the news is never something old. 
The past is but the fiction that we build around ourselves 
in order to traverse an ever-changing landscape 
of a universe intent on knowing the unknown. 
The path begins among a green explosion we call trees. 
In fact there's no beginning, not to mention any object 
like our image of a tree. Thus, whether one believes or not 
is neither here nor there. Uncertainty is just this godchild 
of that great unknown and loving it is clearly godsend.

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

nothing much pseutra

like someone said: much ado about nothing.
  
1.

seeing the false as false is not seeing the false as bad.

suffering together = compassion = turning inwards = repentance = seeing through = awareness of oneself = love = wisdom.

pay attention to nothing and see how it came to be.

effortless, unintentional, sudden and timeless.

pure awareness unknowing viewless godhead, loving knowledge being silent godchild, and enlightening intent earnest wu wei holy spirit godsend.

not to mention compassionately deconstructing mind.

there are no words...


2.

there's really nothing to it. like remembering deep sleep.

like how the world just suddenly comes to you.

intent is self-medicinal

diamond, wind and water.

everybody is trying to feel nothing. one way or the other.

whatever way you take to feel nothing will be addictive until you truly realize you are nothing.

to experience something so completely as to know it arises from nothing, toward nothing, and within nothing.


3.

note there's not even nothing in nothing.

the gate only opens when you see there's no gate.

and without something there isn't nothing.

but the gate never opens if you believe there's no gate.

nothing and the art of surfing.

something and the art of suffering.

one doesn't experience nothing as much as nothing manifests one.

Monday, January 26, 2015

Venus on a Universal Shell

The gods go living in our DNA. 
Those primal waves of consciousness 
from numberless millennia 
are churning in its chemistry. 
Walking through this Mount Olympus, 
I am every vital one of them. 
I worship each on landscaped altars 
with grateful garlands of wildflowers—
for in truth I'm not a single one of them. 
In essence, even Mars is not a planetary 
warrior but the pull of earliest division. 
Seeing it as such is seeing through it. 
Holding all these gods within my space, 
I honor them but never occupy 
their territory. All but Venus. 
Love! The sea is parting. 
Love! All space is disappearing. 
Love! I'm washing up upon this desert 
shoreline, disembodied, universal, 
bursting with original intent.

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Moby I

Thus I give up the search.
Existence is completely unbelievable 
and yet undoubtedly I am. 
Nothing else is as self-evident as this. 
The world is just conditioning, 
be it chemical or social, 
just this matrix formed by evolution 
in the service of enlightening intent. 
But all of it is nothing without consciousness, 
or in that little lower layer of expression, 
all of it is consciousness, all of it, I am. 
But further, maties, further: 
in the seeing all there is is this I am, 
the I that is is making clear 
that nothing other is than I. 
In other words, 
not even am is; 
only I. 
Aye, my captain, aye!

Friday, January 23, 2015

The Moon Quartet

Faith-healing

The moon is nurse tonight.
Its therapeutic crescent
holds the sky within its care.
I feel its soothing reflection
in the bottomless asylum
of these bones. And I divine
its energetic gravity
within this rush of blood.
What wolf is this that walks
my breath? What seventh son am I?
Apollo pulls me from the underworld
with power of a god’s intent.
Oh yes, the world is healed within
a faith beyond all space and time.
And shaman-like I shine!


New Moon Monkeyshine

The moon is only new
because it turns to face the sun.
No longer is the world
a matter of its slightest interest.
Wolves are tame, coyotes
just a waste of breath, and all
the poets drowned themselves
before this singular event.
Their words are washing up
upon this pointless page. They say
the moon is always new;
the world should get a clue.


Deep Goddess

Deep sleep is nearest
that to what I am
and day is time to suffer
all delusions contrary
until I know this that
I am. The moon repeats
as specified. Returning to
the source, the sun is guided
by the cryptic goddess of
our underworld with dark
surreal and swirling dreams
of baby corn and kings,
of river-ways and rings,
of thoughts and things.
Until another day
arrives and sings.


No Independent Variable

There’s a place where science cannot go.
No measurements exist to be observed,
no words to be reviewed. The best that one
can do is point to something obvious
but not within our grasp. A mystic says
to look upon the moon. But most will either
turn that lunatic into a cult
of personality or immeasurably
comment that Apollo 'been there done that'
in nineteen-sixty-nine and all we got
was just a lousy bunch of rocks. No matter.
There’s a thing that science never gets
and I am always That right here right now.

Thursday, January 22, 2015

No Independent Variable

for Debbie
There’s a place where science cannot go.
No measurements exist to be observed,
no words to be reviewed. The best that one
can do is point to something obvious
but not within our grasp. A mystic says
to look upon the moon. But most will either
turn that lunatic into a cult
of personality or immeasurably
comment that Apollo 'been there done that'
in nineteen-sixty-nine and all we got
was just a lousy bunch of rocks. No matter.
There’s a thing that science never gets
and I am always That right here right now. 

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Deep Goddess

Deep sleep is nearest 
that to what I am 
and day is time to suffer 
all delusions contrary 
until I know this that 
I am. The moon repeats 
as specified. Returning to 
the source, the sun is guided 
by the cryptic goddess of 
our underworld with dark 
surreal and swirling dreams 
of baby corn and kings, 
of river-ways and rings, 
of thoughts and things. 
Until another day 
arrives and sings.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

New Moon Monkeyshine

The moon is only new 
because it turns to face the sun. 
No longer is the world 
a matter of its slightest interest. 
Wolves are tame, coyotes 
just a waste of breath, and all 
the poets drowned themselves 
before this singular event. 
Their words are washing up 
upon this pointless page. They say 
the moon is always new; 
the world should get a clue.

Sunday, January 18, 2015

Faith-healing

The moon is nurse tonight.
Its therapeutic crescent
holds the sky within its care.
I feel its soothing reflection
in the bottomless asylum
of these bones. And I divine
its energetic gravity
within this rush of blood.
What wolf is this that walks
my breath? What seventh son am I?
Apollo pulls me from the underworld
with power of a god’s intent.
Oh yes, the world is healed within
a faith beyond all space and time.
And shaman-like I shine!


Thursday, January 15, 2015

Siddhi Sense

The kinesthetic understanding that the past and future are contained within the existential present—

the kinesthetic feeling that the undivided universe is my extended body—

the kinesthetic seeing all is here within this space of being—

the kinesthetic flash from nowhere knowing I am That—

such primal powers are the common sense of self-awareness.

And the evolutionary elevation of this human existential self-awareness is now leading to awareness that awareness is oneself—

one can merely remember one is in the world; one can only be the moon; one is sun!

“Perhaps the sentiments contained in the [preceding lines,] are not yet sufficiently fashionable to procure them general favour; a long habit of not thinking a thing wrong, gives it a superficial appearance of being right.”