Thursday, November 28, 2019


Ouroboric body-mind transistorizing consciousness to self-awareness, that is your name. Earth may be your life source but the universe is living within you.

The unknowable whole is breathing out the sun and breathing in a black hole. DNA is atman. Atman is consciousness. Brahman is noumenon. My star is a dragon and its lair a dark cave.

Tuesday, November 26, 2019

The Golden Tantra

No-thought isn't just no thinking. No-thought sees through thought for what it is. Long lost love.

If no-thought is consciousness and thought is unconsciousness, then consciousness is loving loving.

Some days people never see the sun although the sun is seeing through the people all the time. Self-remember every day.

Saturday, November 23, 2019

Tantra the Midnight Sun

In the spirit of the superguru sun of truth, consciousness, and the energetic way—

if the body-mind is a transistor amplifying consciousness to eleventh levels of self-awareness, I am the sun of that absolute black hole.

Here's the story. Deconstruction stopped at the light. No thought now. Being is the energy of knowledge.

Mid-June sunrise on Frenchman Bay is never setting—midnight feeling

she wrote me these footnotes
Emily Dickinson before Apple swallowed her—
the zennish point of science fiction is science is the latest fiction—
atheism and nihilism are lords of the dead and god lives—like frodo—
whiskey tango foxtrot batman—
wild nights wild nights—the wild night is calling
—what in the world am i?
yours truly, sun tantra 

Thursday, November 21, 2019

Ocean Sky Tantra

Embody water, carry sun—
sunlight being apple core volcanic understanding.
This, that is, the black whole, quantum Tao.

And being Being is I am I Am as Being is this known Unknown.
The black whole / white heart of self-awareness is
individually universal but universally, the healing.

Haiku California take two
Trappist Big Sur hillside
blue sealight


sunblood lava lava rivermoon
being being is the tantric expression of the noumenal tao
consciousness is not the best medicine
consciousness is the only medicine
Crescent City to Hermosa Beach—Zen and the Birds of Appetite—this park bench

the earth’s core is to the whole sun as a faraway star is to a futuristic black hole
confessional poetry 101—lately, i prefer to do nothing, unless i’m sure there’s two consequential things to do

consciousness has a dream—the absolute has consciousness

Tuesday, November 19, 2019

The Rabbit Hole to Snow Owl Dune Tantra

The rabbit hole of thought begins in its utility believed to be identity soon searching for the hidden whole—

the mind dreams because consciousness is dreaming this reflexive universe. Call this Self-awareness of the Absolute.

For no thought is being and being being is the knowing of the unknown noumenal godhead ground.

Memory, thought, belief, only no thought survives the turning, being, being being, self-awareness

like reverse remembering. November memory is—this medicinal haiku—snow owl dune.

1. Chuang Tzu prescribes uselessness above all.
2. the universe is mythic before it was scientific.
3. in the name of no thought, intentional being, and absolute self-awareness.
4. cave, crow, priest, monk, consciousness, consciousness only, self.
5. being being is natural healing like be here now.
a. uselessness is the measure of true science.
b. exercise your consciousness at least three times a day.
c. the only ice cream is self-awareness.
being useless, useless, useless being

Sunday, November 17, 2019

Sun Tantra Star

It doesn't matter whether you believe consciousness rises from some material brain or not, consciousness knows.

But asking Consciousness what it knows is more like being being or loving love. Thinking doesn't speak the language of consciousness.

Listen, the many clouds of belief are the only diseases killing self-awareness. Consciousness only is the only cure.

Being Being is the mantra of Sun Tantra. Black holes in an unknown whole is singing this network of stars!

Friday, November 15, 2019

Sun Tantra

Outside the world is ashes but inside burns the wild expression of the absolute godhead—the sun is like a black hole on fire with consciousness and planets appear

like secondary worlds within this individually universal affectionate awareness. It's like this. Materially, nothing happens. Spiritually, everything happens.

If thoughts are clouds and consciousness is the sun, that great unknown is only known in being that unknown. Contemplate the sun within! Consciousness is consciousness—

no matter what level of belief one is seeing with. For seeing through thought is third turning; after memory and belief comes deconstruction. But being the sun behind the clouds is the fourth and final turning.

Yes, being being is the tantric expression of the noumenal Tao. Listen, thought is the tool of divine imagination and identifying with the tool is the second act of every play.

Third act is call me up an intermission. And the final act is the nondual expression of that that great unknown, that noumenal potentiality, that absolutely self-awareness.

Tuesday, November 12, 2019

Surfing I Am

Winter absolution in divine imagination well beyond November nihilism my Electric Ladyland—intent's desire is like the neutron missing in atomic hydrogen.

Science fiction is materialism looking for the missing holy spirit mystic sutra everyone lucid dreaming is the eye of consciousness seeing self-awareness in the eye of a hurricane.

It doesn't mean a thing if it doesn't have that swing of love. No philosophy shall do. Accepting death is nothing personal. This tantric feeling is the ultimate expression of my absolute.

footnotes to consciousness only is no mind
noise and god

being is the child of god, mind is the photograph.
wind is empire. silence is the revolution!
3. being is the expression of the absolute but mind doesn’t think so.
‏2. “The eye through which I see God is the same eye through which God sees me; my eye and God's eye are one eye, one seeing, one knowing, one 
1. love the duprass you're in.
consciousness only is no mind

Saturday, November 9, 2019

Not Nirvikalpa Samadhi Way

Myth is for the mind and of the mind and by the mind so as to rest in absolute awareness being in the world and vice versa.

Every thought not seen through is belief and this is the definition of hell. Heaven is seeing through each thought.

The world is a personal whirlpool in the river of being flowing from crystal awareness of absolute mountain air to the sea of self-awareness.

Consciousness is not a personal problem. Consciousness is dreaming. An absolute godhead has consciousness.

The world is a love story told by negative capability. A sign is not a sign until experienced. Experience every moment like a sign.

In other words, every moment not in nirvikalpa samadhi is a great occasion to spontaneously realize.

Tuesday, November 5, 2019

Let the Circus Be Unbroken ©

Consciousness lost in thought is the material world. Imagine consciousness is an ember burning in belief. And ashes, the world.

Consciousness is that omnipresence of an absolute godhead knowing I am and apparently forgetting intending that omnipotent self-awareness.

Consciousness is to life as thought is to dream as pure awareness is to consciousness. This is the unbroken circle of self-awareness.

Deconstruction actually follows enlightenment in some alternative universes—November clarity requires the luster of summer.

As silence requires the bell of sound to know the silence, transformation is the point. The earth is hydrologic. Follow the photosynthesis! 

1. dis-identifying with thought is the actual definition of deconstruction. ancient sunlight 101.
2. you say god’s procedure. i say the process of god.
3. an actual footnote: see the great myth of the self-reflexive universe according to arthur m. young.
4. emptiness is to transformation as November is to May as odds are ten-thousand to one I am still appreciating my lucky streak

guy fawkes haiku
really november
silently remembering
half moon lake

psa. true medicine tastes like consciousness tastes to your pre-prohibition point of view.
psa2. western scientific big materialistic medicine believes that consciousness is a product of the brain but never proves it. this is my prophecy!

Saturday, November 2, 2019

psa: awakening is not automatic

The religion of scientific materialism believes the absolute unknown shall soon be known! Forgetting the absolute unknown knows now.

Releasing personal beliefs blocking universal kundalini understanding is the cure of Consciousness only.

Note the older these beliefs the more this kundalini cure is thought to be like death.

Letting go of control is letting go of effort. Thought is automatic; love, nondoing. Don't confuse the two. Physician, love thyself.


1. Scientific mathematical materialistic atheism thinks it’s on a mission from their God. Yawp, I am God.
2. understanding is to kundalini as thought is not to belief.
3. the more effort is expended to prevent an event horizon when none is needed.
4. it’s all wu wei no matter what one’s point of view. thinking is automatic, a chemical admixture of generational belief, like a rabbit hole made from conceptual dna. and love spontaneously happens. like satori.

a. the roman empire and the force.
b. myth is universal mantra. history is so one-sided either way.
c. blowing smoke circles is the art of breathing in.
d. self-awareness is intentionally creative.

thought wars
consciousness is colorful, belief is black and white.
experiential eternity, natural infinity—
thought is a tool; love is an identity.

consciousness only, thought appears in consciousness,
and violence feels like a kundalini blockage—
consciousness is the healing of ten-thousand summers