First Love, First Word

Consciousness is cause and consciousness is the result. The rest is causelessness. Sun flurry May Ninth Symphony New England butternut translucent green leaf folk song.

Nothing is just another name for the nameless. Being is the only knowledge and that knowledge is nameless. Names are made to classify universal consciousness.

No classification is universal. Every classification is a language unto itself. For social conditioning is a matter of time, classification, and survival of the fittest memory.

The fittest memory is the one intending love. Those that don't are soon forgotten or repressed if necessary. God bless the child who never knew. And forgive them.


True poetry declassifies. There's a reason why taxonomy is in the language of the empire. And not indigenous to place. The indigenous names for nature are yet classifying love.

The classification of species is all about the classes. Plantae tracheophytes angiosperms eudicots rosids rosaceae rosoideae roseae rosa is a rose. What is the Algonquin name for fiddlehead, Dorothy Parker?

Love is the union of love with love. This is the greatest paradox ever told. Being is only consciousness. Love is the only knowledge. Child consciousness is the teacher.

As pure consciousness is the immaculate conception and awareness is no mind, unconditional love is now without a thought. Venus is further northwest tonight.

without consciousness, where am I?

only consciousness is the name of the nameless

the memory of love is not a memory.

when the going gets shaman, the guru gets reaL

geronimo is geronimo. jesus is jesus.

no guru, no scientist, no shaman.

Project Wave

Being is not a thought but it's the breath of thought. Seeing through thought and focusing

on breathing are the yin and yang of this fact. And the electromagnetic property of light.

Love or deconstruction—the road not taken makes all the difference. Listen, this is my secret.

Manifestation happens after the fabric of space-time has been ripped apart. Don't fight the fruit of its quicksand.

Understand this. Surfing on the waves of love and wisdom is a third way. Make the next wave.

manifesting is a misnomer.

it’s more like recognizing new waves quicker and riding them more creatively. with love and wisdom.

and there’s always a new wave unless one’s dead or in the samadhi mystic.


learning to multi-task is all about evolving toward third way.

it’s why windows made bill gates a billionaire. that's my myth and why i'm standing by it.

karma is nothing but the mechanics of waves. surfing karma is the breeze.


better to be a nonconformist than conform. best is emptiness and form.

politics is the art of seeing through others. deconstruction is the art of seeing through oneself.

deconstruction without being is comedy. being without deconstruction is drama. history is the refrain.


feel the next wave. emotion and intuition are the guides.

drop conditioning says dogen.

love wine sings hafiz.

Cherry!

O Hafiz, a cherry tree is not the bark of memory nor leaves of future virtue but blossoming being. Correspondingly, I am not the ash of body nor the mind of materialistic brain but I am.

That I am is the only currency of knowledge. All others pay with memory. Tonight there is this memory of a cherry tree, essential being, and that great unknown I am—the wholly trinity.

This morning there was anger at the world so words were said and all is now forgiven. That's the way it is with conditioned thought. It rises out of primordial memory and messes with unconditional love.

Emotion happens. Something there isn't tries to hold emotion in. Sadness is its birth. Anger is its death. On the verge of another mistake, I let my words out. My brother used to tell me to go play in traffic.

Like the morning after Ogunquit Beach 1976, Christine, when I drunkenly fell through a sliding screen door and turned to love within your secret mesh, an august sun is burning through the fog.

Consciousness Express

There is no form in nature. There's only this transforming. Form is conceptual. Transformation is natural.

If conception isn't natural, what is form? If I have never been conceived, who am I?

Consciousness is the immaculate conception. Being is my expression. Nature isn't dust to dust but seed to seed.

All concepts pass away but consciousness is the seed of self-awareness. If religion is the priest of concepts, string theory is the pope.

Consciousness identifies with form. Sadness takes effect as transformation kills this concept.

As consciousness is the expression of the absolute, love is the expression of consciousness.

Emotion is this expression filtered by the latest concept, from conception to deconstruction.

Love is not emotion but goes misidentified as such. Love is the energy of emotion. Thought is the filter and emotion is the smoke.

As consciousness is energy-intelligence-awareness and thought is neither intelligent nor aware, energy needs to go somewhere.

In the world, energy is love seeking itself, intelligence is evolutionary intent, and awareness is spontaneously self-aware.

Hafiz says deconstruction unchains love. Son says thought is lacking something of the holy trinity. This is why it's called duality, love.

Power Chord!

Knowledge is not another name for memory. Knowledge is now. Knowledge is not in a name. Knowledge is the nameless now.

Now is another name for being. Being is another name for energy, intelligence, awareness. Satcitananda is the old name.

It's not so much those names, as it's the power of three. Duality is not a problem in itself. Being stuck in duality totally is.

Unity is the greater concept. Duality is blind belief. Trinity is the code name for the great unknown. Oppenheimer knew it well.

Neither affirmation nor deconstruction but harmony makes the righteous chord—energetic affirmation, intelligent deconstruction, self-awareness!

Divining Embodiment

Not only all appears in consciousness but all is consciousness. So consciousness focuses indigenous intelligence into mind and mind conceives a body.

As the mind identifies with its concept, discernment turns to judgment, focus disperses into dissolution, and universal harmony disintegrates into individual violence.

Since this identification is with a concept, this fall is all conceptual as well. And since the mind of consciousness is intelligent discernment, the medicine for all conceptual disease is seeing through the concept.

Focusing on Consciousness

Consciousness is never lost. Losing consciousness is not the mind's to do. For all appears in consciousness—

including the scientific absurdity of looking for the source of consciousness within such said appearances in consciousness.

In other words, consciousness is the word and there is no other knowledge. Listen, consciousness is the heart of self-awareness.

Love is the hand of consciousness. And mind is the mirror this hand is holding. Look at yourself!

Mistaking the surface of the mirror for the one who's looking in the mirror is just a matter of insufficient focus.

Thus never throw away the mirror with the dream. See that. There is that which isn’t dream. Be that.

Consciousness Cures

If it isn't love, it's harmful—do no harm.
If it's divisive, it's not holistic, naturally.
Loving political others as oneself just is.

One doesn't do unto others et cetera
because of some philosophical belief
but the fact and feel of consciousness.

belief is Poison
Love is medicine
it's not exactly rocket science

Look

There's nothing wrong with the world but my projection makes it so.

Unwilling to accept my own conditioning as something separate from

this universal consciousness, I look for fault lines elsewhere.

Look, remembering to ask forgiveness is forgiving one's forgetfulness.


Revolution is projection too. Changing the world is easier than myself—

there's no one here to change! Thus to change the world

or be the change is not the question. One is far beyond all change.

Look, change is like a mirror, as in all that changes is not myself.

Valley Spirit Medicine

Being quietly watches while the mind runs away with its thought. The mind is always looking for some fault. Default to being.

Mind believes in dream. Being feels as witness. Being being burns off the valley clouds and not vice versa.

Focusing attention solely on one's being here and now is that omnipotent self-awareness of an absolute god.

For consciousness is the fundamental, universal, and immaculate conception of absolute awareness.

Truth Serum

As consciousness is the conceptual expression of absolute awareness, mind is its dreamstate mirror.

Natural intent is supernatural intent. Evolutionary intent is absolute intent. As above so below is the fractal way of every universe.

As self-awareness is the holy spirit, self-awareness is shamanic medicine. The mirror is made from such immaculate material,

there's no place for the dust of the world to land. Drink this, my friends. This is real science, consciousness science.

Preach Saturday

Division creates a mess. More division doesn't clean it up, naturally.

For the only thing more self-righteous than religious dogma is political belief.

Since neither has to do with true self, zeal replaces truth, and hatred, love.

Being is not for belief and love is not for conditioning! For forsythia is forsythia.

Cicely Mary Barker

More or Less in Love

Less lecture, more breathe.

Less division, more subtraction.

Less ideology, more amour.

More Matsushima, more!

Consider Now

Fear is love blinded by belief.
Drop belief and love.

One believes a future which doesn't exist
or loves the present that is.

Belief conceives misguided action, and fear, inaction. Love is truest action.

Belief tastes like matter and sinks like a stone.
Consider the water lilies.

Consciousness / Science / Faith

Consciousness is not inside all matter. Matter is consciousness, a conceptual appearance in consciousness. There is only consciousness.

If matter is belief, the body is belief. If the body is belief, disease is also belief. Consciousness, do the science.

Consciousness is like the glass. The body-mind is like a lens. Its focus is self-awareness. See? Absolute awareness is the noumenal eye.

There is nothing a person can do but trust in consciousness as the sun and faithful liberator of a clouded and non-lucid dream.

 

With True Myth

Universal consciousness is god and there is no personal consciousness. It appears that existentialism is dead instead.

Consciousness plus mind is material emotion. Consciousness minus mind is pure awareness. Mind is the machine of consciousness.

Self-awareness takes a dream. Outside the dream, all is well. Inside the dream, there's a fever.

Mind is the tool that makes the dream and love is the hand that swings the axe.

Being is the Christ heart of self-awareness. Self-awareness is a Buddha feature of absolute awareness.

Being is unconditional love. Self-awareness is not the self. True myth is a lucid sonnet.

footnotes

Free will is a very modern mistake.
Wu Wei is ancient wonderland.
Big science is a wasteland.
Outside the dream isn’t in or of it.
Love is the hand of being.
Being is the heart.
Self-awareness requires material ignorance.
Self-awareness is my universe. Who are you?
Neither ego nor superego but an honest witness. 
Diogenes isn't looking for a person.
Disidentify with dreaming 
and identify with the dreamer waking up 
and witnessing the dream.
Between the dreaming and the waking is the lucid dream.

An Ouroboric Exercise

Breathe in the earth, breathe out the sky. Breathing in as universal being, is, breathing out as absolute awareness. This is my ouroboric exercise.

Being being is this breathing in. Manifestation is implosion and not some big bang. Black holes aren't stars collapsing into supernatural gravity.

In this way of being, being is an impression of the absolute and being is the absolute speaking. Listen. Talk.

footnotes
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as if the trees in a forest are 
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intuitive extensions of my roots
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i feel from canopy to crown chakra
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like a thousand petals
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big science is about 85 percent dark matter 
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and almost 15 percent speculation
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21 grams are still missing
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if consciousness is talking to consciousness
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consciousness is listening
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chicken
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egg
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The Spoken Word

Being being comes before being. Being before being being is belief, religion, or some other kind of disassociation.

Visualizing being is a negative capability, the yin to the yang of personal deconstruction.

The mind is not a dream. The mind is making dreams. Mind is the handle for my graceful axe of self-awareness.

They say the core of the earth is fire. I say the core of this dreamstate is the sun.

White light is the manifestation of my black whole. Being is the word. Being being is the spoken word.

Untitled, Nameless, and Incalculable

Vision, reverie, dream, nirvana.

Being, daylight, midnight, heaven.

Presentation, manifestation,

hallucination, realization.

Universe, person, specter and beyond.

Every breath is a life, every word is a myth.

The less a word appears to be a metaphor, the more it is.

Be it spirit or consciousness or neuroscience,

words are neither spiritual, nondual, nor scientific.

Fools are busy making better names for fingers.

The Country of Tao

Pain is personal and death is just a thought. Pain is verse divided.
Bliss is the universe and death is the future of the past.
Myth is the necessary mind of my unknowing.

For the unknown shall be known in this unknowing.
In this way, only consciousness is knowledge.
Unknowing is knowing and the great unknown is.

Little big mind, nothing is wrong. All is self-fulfilling.
This world is my projection of intentional ignorance. Call it fear.
Look closer and see through it. It's not there.

As mind is the mirror of self-awareness,
Venus and a crescent moon is in the air tonight.
To deconstruct the mind is loving being.

Ziggy Stardust and a Honky Tonk Woman.
Lucid dreaming is another name for self-awareness.
There is no name for noumenal awareness.