Wednesday, September 17, 2014

This Nondual Mythology

this nondual mythology utilizes abstract nouns, 
instead of names, 
to point to inner states of being, 
rather than external forms, 
be they physical or otherwise conceptual, 
in order to give emphasis to the concrete moon it is, 
and to which it points, 
and not the notional finger by which it points.

instead of god the father,
there’s Awareness,
that unknown unknowable potentiating pure subjective,
and source of all.
it’s like the empty mirror of oneself,
crystal pure,
without a speck of dust upon it ever.
the only language that it speaks is silence.

instead of god the holy spirit,
there’s Intent,
that unknown Awareness
intending to know 
its unknowable existence.

instead of god the son,
there’s Consciousness,
as if Intent becomes a life within itself,
reflection of Awareness,
an evolutionary being that forgets itself
in what it comes to call material,
as its memory in its great objectifying tool of mind remembers:

first, it’s not material nor conceptual,
neither body nor a person,
but being only,
pure ‘i am’
full stop;
and second, that this being is existent
only in Intent of absolute Awareness
knowing self-awareness;
and then third, there never is a first or second or this third
but only I Am That,
unborn, undying,
non-transformative
unbound—
no myth, no moon, no noun.

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

the psychoactive speedtest pseutra two

there's nothing wrong with a map if you know it's a map

mistaking the map for terrain is a simple matter of awareness

emotions are one's map to the clouding of awareness

romantic love is an emotion: unconditional love is the being of awareness


under psychoactive conditions when younger, i'd see thru false conditions of the world and be paranoic because it was the only world i knew

before deconstructing one's world, it's helpful to have a handhold on another; this is where the knowing one's being or 'i am" comes to play


there's every reason not to be awake

it's the need for complexity that makes it so difficult

it's the desire for simplicity that makes it seem too easy

it's taking things personally that makes a person

everyone is playing their part with all their best. bravo!


guilt is such a self-enforced imprisonment; the roman catholic church's greatest accomplishment

as if a revelation is avoided because one's ashamed one didn't know what now appears much more than knowable

guilt is auto-social-conditioning and so very difficult to escape; the warden is the prisoner


you know what you are and what you aren't, but you aren't what you are because you're still what you aren't

act as if now is not being remembered

act as if aware

act as if you know and not act as if you think you know

allow the transformation to transform


there is no cause but there is intent

what is the appropriate time?

whatever doesn't kill you, enlightens you

nothing happens then


half the things i say, i never said, and the rest of what i said, i didn't say