Wednesday, November 16, 2016

A Nonsecular Spiritual


Words signify what being is—

Being being everywhere and not a thought to think.

In Maya did non-doing do and history is written by the ones who think they did.


Dreaming dewdrop waterfalls,

An undertow of evolutionary and nonsecular intent,

Oceanic absolutely deep Marie, have mercy on my mine and yours.


Gelatin tornadoes of awareness,

On the altar of this consciousness, all dreams are sacrificed—

Every morning as the world wakes from its dream, all is momentarily enlightened.


The mountain that wasn't always is.

First is one. Second comes love. Lastly play it as it is—

Like losing the knowledge of being by dividing this knowledge as is into ten thousand thoughts.


Green drapes closed before a picture window—daydreaming a day in a life.

Monday, November 14, 2016

Peregrination in Causation

The woods is where the lines get wavy,
white pines rising from the hollow of dead leaves.
Afternoon November shadows cross the open meadow,
fresh horseshit on the old dirt road—

the golden path through mountain laurel,
a family walking by the drought-dry pond,
wide expanse of river bordered by a nuclear solar reflection,
ancient steps leading toward the way through cedars to intending sun.

Sunday, November 13, 2016

footnotes to a Meditation Spiritual

awareness is the unmanifest.
self-awareness is the manifest.
evolutionary intent is the magical space and time
between their spontaneity.

dreamtime

grab this dreamtime by its wilderness


in this dreamtime,
that awareness
spontaneously
evolutionarily
combusting
as this self-awareness.

The Missing Link is called surrender

as awareness is self-aware is
the biological function of this cell of consciousness


as it is in this body is it in that absolute intent

one being. a variety of conditioning. one way back

as awareness requires being to be self-aware, the absolute unknown becomes known to be this knowing.


self-awareness self-awareness self-awareness





Meditation Spiritual

I don't know but I've been told—
third eye is the universal eye
and self-awareness is the dream of Gods.

Tradition is teaching but being is the only knowledge
and soma is another word for kundalini
while the sunshine is within as is without.

Meditation is like being without the benefit of thought,
like the universe in the hands of an unknown absolute,
like this body of light is the only subject known

(serotonin smiles like dopamine transversing southern synapses
creating polliwogs of psychedelic gods arjuna ashwagandha san francisco
om namah shivaya, gone, gone, gone beyond, gone altogether beyond),

like the halo of a saint, like the aura of a buddha, self-awareness,
like the big bang is the western name for this awakening,
like the consciousness of people in their social conversations—

sweetness of being, spice of awareness, wood of breath.



Friday, November 11, 2016

Armistice Day Poem

As if one hundred years of age, 
mid-November leaves are clinging 
to the emptiness of branches.

Wind gusts of forty miles per hour is being forecast for today. 
And when that wind goes blowing,
leaves go dancing in its path without direct trajectory.

The world becomes a disarray of multitudinous
non-aerodynamic shapes of forms
with single intent.

Thus it is said
to love the archer
and understand the missing of the mark.

Wednesday, November 9, 2016

Dreamtime Spiritual


The universal when divided is a personal World at War.

Every conflict in the dreamstate is like a dreamsong calling on oneself
Return to Forever.

Science teaches certain facts of all of this but resting in nonconceptual
being is the only knowledge of just That.


Donald Trump is like a mirror of collective
psychokillers qu'est-ce que c'est.

The silver absurd waves of an infinite sea
crying out a wilderness of names.

Presence, spirit, consciousness and being. Universal, causeless
and spontaneous. Jesus and Zhuangzi. Absolutely.


There is no fixing the world. It fixes you.

Either dream the dream one loves to dream
or dream about that dream as in a mirror darkly.

following emotion
through some thought
filtering the light of joy
is resting in this being
one's absolution


White noise. The Avenues of Mountain Water. Rounded spirits of the glacier.

Tuesday, November 8, 2016

Concerto in Be and Symphony in See

if the self suffers as Self abides 
and there is no self but Self 
then being is the middleman 

Universal meditation like a wave intuiting the sea like trees embracing light like consciousness reflecting awareness. Sounding Hiawatha by the rapid waters of four corners. 

After hydrogen appears the big illusion. Self-inquiry reveals the liberating sudden emptiness of answering.

bodhisattva
may you see
you may dream
like a long gone
Buddha in love

as if from Colorado
Springs it's either
Pike's Peak or
Garden of the Gods

as a recluse
on Cold Mountain
while diving into
grapevine pond
each Sunday

Hallelujah Cathedral of our Mother! Every moment is as it was and as it should be. Unborn sudden free one.

transformation procreation
technology or deconstruction
one and none

Listen. the kiss of quantum whispers is always in the air.

when one's awakening
becomes quicker than
prior mind will process
please to follow love

Whatever this lifetime brings to the table is always being served.

London Calling
prophecy full moon

Blessed is the one who questions oneself. It's not easy being postmodern.

all spacetime is
oneself intending
self-awareness
because oneself

This is where I start accentuating nature as I question climate change myself. Spoiler: no one is expelled. Self-awareness is the paradoxical intent of god the self.

First learn to love everything. Then believe in nothing. Raising consciousness is like affectionate awareness as experienced. And silence is my equal love. 

There's nothing to fear but identity itself. Love is the nearest thing to an answer. Being is mostly misunderstood.

Starry Starry parts of a great black Whole.

Sunday, November 6, 2016

Eastern Standard Spiritual


Nine prophetic snow birds on bare ground.

The golden oak leaves of November burnishing the river.

Sea clouds, contrails, and the last clear skies of Daylight Savings Time.


Bare trees deconstruct the house of horrors.

As the abstract matrix of docks and boats are dropped on shore,
the current is open, spontaneous, and unified.

Now the silver waxing fleck of moon in sapphire sunshine afternoon!


If one tears the construct down, one will find oneself in being.

In that awareness reflected in this consciousness,
this so-called feeling called affectionate awareness,
is abiding absolution.

Unknown but never nothing, that is all.

Saturday, November 5, 2016

An Abstract Expressionistic Spiritual


Call it Absolute or God the Father. That's my natural state. Unknown.

The rope is binary. The snake is two.

Black wood. White paper. Red newspaper.


Wholly the sun or an absolutely unknowable black hole. Demonstrably this and that.

The black caws of a crow above a field of corn maiden light intent.

In the Cherry Blossom and Banana Day, there is no need to swallow any aspirin.


Desert falling rain clouds as seen through a bloodshot sandstone arch.

I was somewhere around the edge of Zuni when I saw the white buffalo.

And in the end, everything is black and white but never right or wrong.


Beneath a joker moon is walking thirteen dreams about a country nothing.


the way of the bird is the word
the moon jumped over the now
knowing nothing but feeling universally groovy

Thursday, November 3, 2016

An Eastern New England Spiritual


It is said nothing good comes from an east wind.

It is said to criticize a snake is to give oneself no rope.

It is said memory makes the world go round.


In fact scientific materialism has always been anti-science.

Everyone thinks to make a better illusion but only love will do.

Forget belief. Remember that unknown.


When I was a child, I thought the world of things, but now that I am so much younger, I am Unborn.

We run the necessary gauntlet of the world until one understands this inconceivably original innocence.

One only knows the dark by feeling. Any other kind of knowing than this affectionate awareness is merely memorable.


Listen to oneself.

Don't deface another.

Make no new belief.


Love compassion and forgiveness is one's personal best.

Wednesday, November 2, 2016

Self-Aware Spiritual


Absolution occurs in the universal only. The personal is fictional.

On its way to becoming self-aware, the universe crashes into Adam and Eve.

Self-awareness is like the natural current of a river and a person is like a backwater channel.


Imagining oneself to be universal is just acting natural.

Suddenly non-duality is binary: 01101001.

The mind appears to be molecular but self-awareness is organic.


There is a deep affectionate awareness underlying one and all from flower to the root.

And the god of original black whole awareness descends into the material to rise through evolutionary intent into the god of self-awareness.

Upon the clearing, the depth of sea reflects the space of sky.

Sunday, October 30, 2016

Koan Like Spiritual


The super-ego of mythology with the personality of a dream.

He said. She said. History and her story.

And magical reality is measured in degrees of self-awareness.


To be direct about these things, no mind is nothing if not universal.

And a koan is nothing but a myth where words are gods.

Vice is versa, love is the only virtue, and everything else is unknown.


It is said that god which is named Intent is telling stories.

Someone is singing truth stings like Appalachian Whiskey honestly distilled.

As if one not experiencing the necessary moment of intent is bound to repeat it.


Superman loves Lois
like the lotus is the sutra
and self-awareness is intent

Play Meets Meditation


Suddenly subjective recollection like remembrance of taste but flashback of smell.

As if this present manifestation is remembering the future more clearly than the past.

Memory appears to be thunder stuck in thought but premonition is a lightning feeling.


The turn turn turn is at the present crux of Tao as yin turns yang or past turns future or vice is to the versa.

Likewise near November First as play is meeting meditation and the curtain between the two is suddenly transparent.

Deer. Bare woods. The diamond sun. And eating my heart alive.


Wednesday, October 26, 2016

a modern spiritual

what waxes wanes
what wanes is unreal
saying that three times is quite the mantra

so much depends
upon a full wolf moon glazed
with the light of an unseen sun
footnote william carlos williams red wheelbarrow
be the sun and let the black whole see

after woke is awake waiting for the sudden
after kensho comes the recluse
beauty is truth.
truth is the beauty of
form being intent
in holy trinity

nature is my bhakti but now it's now
it's only cherry blossoms other shit and more imagination but i love it
the easy breathing of falling leaves and breathing in again

so meanwhile while waiting for the sudden
do no practical harm to others
love the other as oneself that is all


Monday, October 24, 2016

A Postmodern Spiritual


Dream an avocado surf illusion surf the red hot peppercorn and panoramic ocean view.

O great wave John Donne the causeless raven beats beneath the power of ten thousand sunflowers howling in the purple haze of a pissing sun.

Cicadas sing in sweet Virginia like a mantra strawberry lilac lotus black apocalypse calypso Joshua and nobody the frog.


Science says that everything is nothing but some quantum string—yet one acts as if the world is a thread of something else.

Jesus stopped to say belief is for the birds but render love unto oneself.

The body is through a glass willing. Spirit is ancient sunlight.


Inside each sun and daughter is Buddha Nature.

The chant of every chapter and the song of universal verse.

We are X-ray.


The universe in a moon and the absolute almighty of the unseen sun.

Mountains and rivers
Through the heart of dark continent
Looking for a way
To sea

Moby Dick on Highway Sixty-One. Call me unborn.


And the chorus, and the chorus, and the chorus, and the cool cool night.

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

Meditation One


Living is universal. All verb. No pronoun.

Meditation is the mediation of the universal and the absolute.


After the deconstruction of thought, being is consciously perceived.

Absolution of the universal presence only: the personal is just a dream that fades away.


No mind and no thinking are deconstructive thoughts. Pointers to the universality of being.

"because all these phenomena are the body of the one dharma of the tathägata."

"maintaining awareness of the true mind is the basic principle of the entire canon"

"though its real nature is formless, intent and proportion always remain."

"thus, the profound luminous one never ends: it remains forever shining bright."

I like my Zen early or reclusive.


Being ends in thought and begins in absolution.

True being is off the record. Buddha mind.


BEING (I AM, PRESENCE, BUDDHA MIND) IS LIKE THE POWER OF AN EMOTION WITHOUT THE THOUGHT PERSONIFYING IT

an ouroboros like universal apperception and affectionate awareness


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Straight Out of Nothing

From out of pure potentiality my presence has appeared. 
Through what appears as countless years of evolution
I have a mind to know that. In October orange leaves are falling
but the trees are going nowhere. If a tree is falling in the forest
does the earth remain rock solid to its molten core?
And does the sun express itself in planetary play of my creation?
This is all the inner dreamworks of my self-awareness.
Holy holy holy consciousness-expanding colors are exploding
fireworks and thunder echoing within the misty river valley of my word.

Friday, October 14, 2016

An Indian Fantasia


Ten thousand objects. One subject. Keep it simple.

Love is not a thought: direct path to no mind.

This infinite experience of simple being is ecstatic joy.


While death is just a careless thought.

Einstein is the proof of angels.

Columbus discovered nothing but didn't know it.


Dreams are commentaries on a dream.

All my footnotes reference Nisargadatta. 

Between being and nothing is something else. Beyond.


Knowing the power is troubling at first and ultimately prophetic.

West meets east when neither has direction.

Nothing is as much a thought as any profit.


There are ten thousand Buddhas because one universal being.

Between the black hole and memory is being.

Being is obviously the Son of God.


Existence never is.

In other words. Einstein. West. Black hole. 

Nisargadatta East Being.

Wednesday, October 12, 2016

Sermon from a River

Do not become misguided by the politics of division
for the world itself is nothing but division.
The mind divides.
That’s what the function of this instrument is there to do.
But one does not identify with a tool, of course,
for in doing so, a divided world is lacerated out of universal being.

We are this one universal being before societal conditioning
and universal being always
despite forgetfulness and ignorance
and these projections.
It’s not a problem though;
it’s just the inner workings of a process the mind calls self-awareness.

There’s an evolutionary vector one is following
and there’s nothing anyone can do about it.
The river flows intently to that absolute almighty sea.
Being is the holy water
and love, forgiveness, and compassion is the current.
Follow oneself and see.

Tuesday, October 11, 2016

Pike's Peak Projections

At thirteen thousand feet, I saw majestic long horn sheep about three hundred yards away from the highway up Pikes Peak.

I stopped the car and ran across the mountain tundra intending to get closer for a better picture,

or I rather jumped from rock to rock avoiding tiny flowers, moss, and lichen in that fragile alpine zone

until my rapid breathing caught me by surprise.

I had forgotten that the air up at such an altitude is as rare as all the ground beneath me.

In that special atmosphere I was remembering something quite pedestrian—

breathing is as awesome as whatever else is out there in its fantastic exhalation.