Saturday, May 16, 2026

Consciousness Only Knows

There's a tendency to mistake attention for awareness. In Maya, attention is reflected consciousness and awareness is pure consciousness.

Reflected consciousness resembles pure consciousness like a lowland swamp resembles an alpine lake. Attention minus thought equals awareness.

Is awareness Nirguna Brahman and attention Saguna Brahman? That's one way to put it. It's that awareness behind attention which lends reality to people, gods, and universe.

Attention comes and goes but awareness neither begins nor ends. As matter can't know matter, the mind doesn't know a thing. Only consciousness knows. 



~reference Pacadasi 8:1-25ish





Wednesday, May 13, 2026

Consciousness Is

Your very consciousness is

the ground called brahman

or that basic awareness

in which every thought

between heaven and

earth appears.


Reflexive Coyote

Not too far from the Bay of Fundy is the Gulf of Maine and why there's ten foot tides here

as the hydrologic apocalypse called the mouth of the Merrimack River returns to Brahman.

North is Salisbury Beach where Frank Sinatra once played The Frolics in 1950. 

South is Plum Island where Masconomet knows the truth of Atman and calls it real Agawam.










The Doer: Talks on Pancadasi 7:194-236

Who's the doer? Is it the witness consciousness or reflected consciousness or both together? As the witness is pure consciousness or nondual Brahman and beyond all relationship, it's not that.

And reflected consciousness in Maya is just an illusion existing upon the substrate of Brahman, like proverbial snake to rope, and can't be a doer all by itself.

There's no doer. Via avidya, reflected consciousness identifies with the reflector of consciousness and suffers sympathetic pain from a mind thinking it's the doer rather than effortless nondoing.

The Jivanmukti Creed (radical edit of Pancadasi 7:252-295)

The satisfaction by external objects is limited, but the satisfaction of liberation in life is unlimited.

The satisfaction of direct knowledge engenders the feeling that all that was to be achieved has been achieved, and all that was to be enjoyed has been enjoyed.

Nothing further remains to be done.


For what purpose should I engage myself in worldly concerns?

Let those who are entitled to it, explain the scriptures or teach the Vedas; I am not so entitled because all my actions have ceased.

I am the sum of all the experiences in the universe; where is the separate experience for me?

I have obtained all that was to be obtained and have done all that was to be done; this is my unshakable conviction.


I am the witness of all.

I do nothing nor cause anything to be done.

It is proper that the wise man when with the ignorant should act in accord with their actions, just as a loving father acts according to the wishes of his little children.

With the ignorant a wise man should behave in such a way as will enable them to have realization; in this world he has no other duty except awakening the ignorant.


Blessed am I, blessed.

I have the constant vision of my Self!

The bliss of Brahman shines clearly to me!

I am free from the sufferings of the world.

My ignorance has fled away, I know not where.

I have no further duty to perform.

I have now achieved the highest that one can aspire to.

There is nothing to compare with my great bliss!

Blessed am I, blessed.



~translation by Swahananda (radical edit of Pancadasi 7:252-295)




Tuesday, May 12, 2026

Doer & Enjoyer (Pancadasi 7:194-236)

194. Now who is the doer and enjoyer? Is it the immutable Kūṭastha or the reflected consciousness, Cidābhāsa, or a union of the two? Kūṭastha cannot be the enjoyer since it is associationless.

195. Enjoyment signifies the change that results from identification with the sensations of pleasure and pain. If the immutable Kūṭastha is the enjoyer, it becomes mutable, then would it not be self-contradictory?

196. Cidābhāsa is subject to the changing conditions of the intellect, and he undergoes modifications; but Cidābhāsa being illusory exists only by virtue of his real substratum, and therefore he cannot by himself be the enjoyer.

It is not possible to separate Cidābhāsa from its substratum Kūṭastha, to attribute pleasure or pain to it. The Kūṭastha, which is associationless, cannot be the enjoyer; Cidābhāsa, without Kūṭastha, cannot maintain itself, how can it enjoy? So both of them should be taken as the enjoyer. That it is due to a wrong notion is evident.


197. In common parlance, therefore, Cidābhāsa in conjunction with Kūṭastha is considered to be the enjoyer. But the Śruti begins with both the types of Self and concludes that Kūṭastha alone remains.

200. Owing to ignorance the enjoyer superimposes the reality of Kūṭastha on to himself. Consequently he considers his enjoyment to be real and does not want to give it up. The ‘enjoyer’ here means Jīva or Cidābhāsa.

215. ‘That Self which is not subject to experience in any of the three states, which can be called pure consciousness, the witness, the ever blissful, and which is neither the enjoyer nor the enjoyment or the object of enjoyment, That I am.

216. When the Self has been differentiated in this way, what remains as the enjoyer is Cidābhāsa or Jīva who is also known as the sheath of the intellect, and who is subject to change.

So Cidābhāsa is the enjoyer.

217. This Cidābhāsa is a product of Māyā. Śruti and experience both demonstrate this. The world is a magical show, and Cidābhāsa is included in it.

Cidābhāsa is not transcendentally real. As consciousness he is Kūṭastha, as the antaḥkaraṇa reflecting consciousness he is a product or manifestation of Māyā.


222. Thus the words ‘for whose gratification’ in the first verse, are intended to denote that there is no enjoyer at all, and consequently, to the enlightened there are no bodily miseries.

230. None of these affections are natural to Cidābhāsa. How then can they be attributed to Kūṭastha? The fact is that through the force of ignorance (Avidyā) Cidābhāsa imagines himself to be identified with the three bodies and is affected.

231. Cidābhāsa superimposes on the three bodies the reality of the Kūṭastha and imagines that these three bodies are his real Self.

232. As long as the illusion lasts Cidābhāsa continues to take upon himself the states which the bodies undergo and is affected by them, as an infatuated man feels himself affected when something affects his family.

234. By discrimination ridding himself of all illusion and without caring for himself the Cidābhāsa always thinks of the Kūṭastha. How can he still be subject to the afflictions pertaining to the bodies? The Cidābhāsa knows himself to be unreal, his real nature being Kūṭastha.

236. As a man who has injured another through ignorance humbly begs his forgiveness on realizing his error, so Cidābhāsa submits himself to Kūṭastha

He gave offence to Kūṭastha by calling It by some other name full of defects! Now he surrenders his sense of separateness and merges in Kūṭastha.


~translation and commentary by Swahananda


Verses 126-251 have dealt with destruction of suffering as a result of knowledge. The seventh state mentioned in verse 33 is now being discussed in 252-298.



Saturday, May 9, 2026

Ode to Sargent Mountain Pond

Between Sargent & Penobscot Mountains in Acadia NP is Sargent Mountain Pond believed to be the very first lake in Maine formed after the last glacial period known as the Ice Age. 

From personal hiking experience, it's like a spot of paradise. I once witnessed Adam and Eve and Abel swimming there in primordial Maya one June afternoon.

People of the Dawnland call this pond The Lake of Clouds. For the veiling of Self is beginning here on its way to cover those pink granite peaks with thick fog from that cold eastern sea.



Everyday Nonduality

Maya is like a movie that comes, changes, and goes, over and over again.

Consciousness is like the silver screen on which it appears but imperceptible and indescribable

(beyond all space-time, absolute ground, called Brahman by the Revelators of the Himalayas).

The concept of Brahman is genius. The fact that Atman (soul, spark of divinity and one's true self) is 

Brahman is mind-blowing. I minus Avidya = That minus Maya. Attention minus thought is consciousness. 

2. Satcitananda is One Word

Existence is the ground of the universe. Consciousness is the space of the mind. Bliss is that holistic infinity of love.

Existence, consciousness, and bliss are not attributes of Brahman but the nondual nature of Atman. That's why satcitananda is one word. 

Revelators look out, in, and through. And see entwined a universe, the mind, and love sweet love. Satcitananda is their substrate.

3. Ode to Sargent Mountain Pond

Between Sargent & Penobscot Mountains in Acadia NP is Sargent Mountain Pond believed to be the very first lake in Maine formed after the last glacial period known as the Ice Age. 

From personal hiking experience, it's like a spot of paradise. I once witnessed Adam and Eve and Abel swimming there in primordial Maya one June afternoon.

People of the Dawnland call this pond The Lake of Clouds. For the veiling of Self is beginning here on its way to cover those pink granite peaks with thick fog from that cold eastern sea.



Pancadasi Complete Translations for Kindle and Print

"The author, Śri Vidyāraṇya Swāmin is said to have been the Head of the Śringeri Math (one of the four principal Maths established by Bhagavān Śaṅkarācārya himself) from 1377 to 1386." ~Ramakrishna Math

"The Pañcadaśī of Śri Vidyāraṇya is a comprehensive manual of Advaita Vedānta, enjoying great popularity with those who want to have a clear presentation of the truths of Advaita... As Śri Vidyāraṇya says even at the outset, the aim of his work is to teach the supreme truth in an easily understandable manner to those whose hearts have been purified through the worship of the lotus-like feet of the Guru." ~T.M.P. Mahadevan


The best English translation (imho) is by Swami Swahananda (minister and spiritual leader of the Vedanta Society of Southern California from 1976 to 2012), published by Sri Ramakrishna Math. It is a one volume complete translation (457 pgs) with incisive commentary where needed. It includes the Sanskrit script but no transliteration in romanagiri. And the price is more than right: $3.99! Paperback is $18.95.

https://amzn.to/42qlzzp


Swami Anubhavananda (a disciple of Swamis Chinmayananda and Dayananda, now off on his own as Be Happy Inc) has a 5 volume edition with script, romanagiri, word by word translation, a summary translation, and comprehensive commentary. BUT, although published as a Kindle book, it's really a PDF without the ability of resizing text, etc. Thus, the print versions are, for me, a better, if more expensive, choice. All told, the Kindle edition in five volumes adds to $29.95 (print at $58.85).

https://amzn.to/4uwY2ZA (vol. 1 of 5)


Another option is by John M. Denton, a scholarly Advaita Vedanta translatior. His one volume set in true Kindle format is a complete 15 chapter translation with no Sanskrit or romanagiri, and very limited commentary. Kindle price is $5.50 (print is $28.50). Denton has also published a 3 volume set with script, romanagiri, word by word and summary translation with some notes. But this is also a PDF format in Kindle. The price for the set is $16.50 (print is $85.50).

https://amzn.to/4dcNQOT (15 ch. trans)

https://amzn.to/4uCD7nW (vol 1 of 3)


James Swartz (an American disciple of Swami Dayananda) has published a one volume translation and commentary entitled ‘Inquiry into Existence’. It is a complete translation without any Sanskrit but with extensive commentary. Kindle price is $12.99 (print: $20.00).

https://amzn.to/3QVU9iw



Translations on Specific Chapters

Mahavakya by Swami Sarvapriyananda (Minister in Charge, of the Vedanta Society of New York since 2017) on the fifth chapter, Mahāvākya Viveka, Analysis of the Great Sayings. (K: $3.99 P: $7.99) https://amzn.to/3RyG2zJ 

Tṛpti Dīpa by Swami Tejomayananda (head of Chinmaya Mission from 1994 to 2017) on the seventh chapter, Trpti Dipa, The Lamp of Contentment. (K:$10.00 P:mkt) https://amzn.to/4tYS6ss 

Tattva Vivekah by Swami Tejomayananda on the first chapter, The Differentiation of the Real Principle. (Print only: mkt) https://amzn.to/3QXrxW9 

Pancadasi by Swami Tejomayananda on chapters 5, 10, 15. (Print only: mkt) https://amzn.to/4wmhzhb



Miscellaneous Commentary / Translation

The Philosophy of the Panchadasi by Swami Krishnananda (General Secretary of the Divine Life Society in Rishikesh, India from 1958 until 2001) (free epub & pdf at https://www.swami-krishnananda.org/panch_00.html)

Commentary on the Panchadasi by Swami Krishnananda (free epub & pdf at https://www.swami-krishnananda.org/panchadasi.html)

Panchadasi ch 1-6 by Swami Gurubhaktananda (Chinmaya Mission & Divine Life Socity) free pdfs at https://chinfo.org/swami-gurubhaktananda-panchadashi/



Public Domain Volumes

Panchadasi Of Vidyaranya (1922) by M. Srinivasa Rau and K.A. Krishnaswamy Aiyar https://archive.org/details/PanchadasiOfVidyaranya/page/n2/mode/1up 

A Hand-Book of Hindu Pantheism. The Panchadasi of Sreemut Vidyaranya Swami (1899) by Nandalal Dhole, L.M.S., https://archive.org/details/AHandBookOfHinduPantheismThePanchadasi_201903/mode/1up



Note: prices as of 5/9/26 on Amazon

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Thursday, May 7, 2026

Light: Talks on Pancadasi 7:91-93

In the perception of a pot, Vidyaranya says, nescience is negated by the intellect, and the pot is revealed by the reflection of the light of consciousness.

In realizing Brahman, the intellect removes ignorance through indirect knowledge, but pure consciousness is self-revealing. The help of its reflection is of no consequence.

It's like perceiving a pot in the darkness—one needs an observant eye and the light of a lamp. But to perceive the light of the lamp, only the eye is necessary.

A reflection of light can't see the light. But a reflection of light may disidentify with the reflector of light and thereby be the light, Aum.