Thursday, December 4, 2025

suite reality 10 the movie

1. woodfire

The body burns with the principle of existence. The mind reflects nonconceptual consciousness.

Is woodfire wood or fire? Am I the reflection or that which is reflected?

Mortality is a fundamental belief. Immortality is the fundament.

2. satcitananda

Atman neither exists nor doesn't exist. Atman is existence.

Is consciousness a product of the universe or does the universe appear in consciousness?

What's death if I don't think about it? Satcitananda is indescribable.

3. floes

Ice floes appear in the river.

Ice floes are nothing but the river.

Ice floes melt into the river.

Big wheel keeps on turning.

The hydrologic cycle is a game of gods.

The river is a metaphor for Brahman.

4. movie

The source of this reflected consciousness is smaller than a mustard seed and greater than a god.

Stuck inside the dreamstate with the kensho blues again waiting for spontaneous combustion.

Seeing through this smash hit of a movie is that silver screen of pure consciousness, five stars.








Tuesday, December 2, 2025

suite reality number nine

1. lucid dreaming

The real lucid dreaming is always being mindful the waking state is a dream state too.

Real lucid dreaming is not about dreaming in a certain direction but understanding

consciousness is the witness of the waking dream as mind is the watcher of the sleeping dream.


2. reality redux

Self-realization is the true apocalypse.

Self-awareness is the meaning of Maya.

Reflected consciousness is the ego.

Self-consciousness is the superego.

Brahman is the substrate of the universe. 

Atman is the ground of yourself.

The substrate of the universe is 

the ground of yourself.


3. the truth abides

There's no subconsciousness.

There's only sub-memory.

In reality, there's consciousness only.

As the body is self-functioning,

the mind is self-dreaming.

Psychology digs into maya.

The truth abides in awareness.


4. like a witchita line

The wise ones on the highest peaks see pure consciousness forever.

The wise ones in the deepest caves see absolute existence only.

The wise ones on the ground transmit consciousness-existence.







Monday, December 1, 2025

Talks on Aparoksanubhuti 104-124 (work in progress)

104.

All is Brahman. From this understanding, the senses are self-controlled.

This approach is called authentic yama and should be cultivated again and again.

105.

The continuous current of that thought (I am Brahman) while excluding dissimilar thoughts

is called true niyama, which is supreme bliss and a regular observance by the wise.

106.

Renunciation of the phenomenal world by seeing it as the Atman of pure consciousness

is real renunciation and worshipped by the great ones as instant liberation.

107.

From where words turn back unable to reach the mind

is that silence attainable by yogis but which the realized one always is.

108.

Who can speak of that from which all words return?

Just to describe this phenomenal world is beyond all words.

109.

Let that silence of the wise be known as the natural state.

The silence of words is merely prescribed for the unknowing by the knowers of Brahman.

110.

Where the world does not exist, in the beginning, middle, or end,

is that all-pervading space only solitude knows.

111.

In the blink of an eye, Time produces all beings, beginning with Brahma the Creator.

Verily that is also called Timeless, the one who is unbroken bliss and nondual.

112.

That way in which unbroken meditation on Brahman flows with ease

is the right posture. And not some other Asana which destroys one's equanimity.

113.

That known as the source of all beings, the substrate of the universe, the immutable ground

upon which the enlightened one is seated — that truly is the perfect posture.












Saturday, November 29, 2025

suite reality eight, brahman is great

1. That's Satcitananda

Brahman is the substrate of the universe. Atman is the ground of yourself. The substrate of the universe is the ground of yourself.

Existence is the ground of consciousness. Consciousness is the principle of existence. That's satcitananda.

That is the source of being, substrate of the world, immutable ground upon which one sits in natural posture, Aparoksanubhuti.

2. Consciousness Transcends Thought

Reflected consciousness is to consciousness as filtered light is to light.

People think reflected consciousness is consciousness but consciousness transcends thought.

Let your thoughts appear in consciousness and disappear like fireflies on the Fourth of July.

3. Satcitananda

I am the light in reflected consciousness.

I am that transcendental consciousness.

I am consciousness-existence, satcitananda!

4. Epilogue like a Lighthouse

To see through thought is like a lighthouse seeing through a fog bank.

This shimmering world is soaked in consciousness.

Consciousness is self-luminous in need of no lighthouse. 











Thursday, November 27, 2025

Suite Consciousness (sr7)

1. practical metaphysics

At heart, Advaita is practical metaphysics. And not outlandish new age ritual nor unproven scientific theory.

As the world of thought appears in consciousness and not the other way around, that begins there.

As truth is beauty and beauty is truth, consciousness is existence and existence is consciousness. That is all.

2. caveat emptor

As that consciousness-existence (Brahman) is foundational, Brahman is eternal, immutable, and nondual.

Since the world is full of birth and death, transformation, and multiplicity, the world cannot be Brahman.

Since nondual Brahman is everything, the world is an obvious illusion. Like a dream called Maya.

3. naming names

In Advaita, Brahman is the nondual nameless formless absolute. That Nirguna Brahman is Brahman without attributes.

Saguna Brahman is Brahman with attributes, named Isvara. Maya is the sword of Isvara called duality.

Some worship particlar attributes and give them names. Some worship attributes but do not know it. These get adjectives.







Tuesday, November 25, 2025

suite reality six

0. Transcreating Aparoksanubhuti 110-111

Where the world does not exist, in the beginning, middle, or end,
is that all-pervading space only solitude knows.
In the blink of an eye, Time produces all beings, beginning with Brahma the Creator.
Verily that is also called Timeless, the one who is unbroken bliss and nondual.

1. Talking Aparoksanubhuti

Nirguna Brahman is timeless. Saguna Brahman is time.

Where the space of this universe doesn't exist is that all-pervading spacelessness.

Verily, spacetime is pervaded by that spaceless timeless Parabrahman.

2. Gods of Maya

In misty Maya, Brahman appears to be Brahma. In Advaita, Saguna Brahman is called Isvara. 

Brahma is the first name of Isvara. Vishnu is the middle name. Shiva is the last.

They are Creator, Preserver, and Destroyer. God has ten thousand nicknames. I call mine The Universe.

3. To every Jiva, there's an Isvara

Everybody has a god. Even atheists have their atheism.

Theists have their specific theology. Scientists have their particular scientology.

Advaita has Isvara. Accept your world as it is before transcending it.

4. God is that which floats your boat

The whole is more than a sum of the parts. The sea is more than a number of islands, Matsushima.

Brahman is the grand in Grand Canyon, Nachiketa.

New Mexico is neither Santa Fe nor Sky City; Los Alamos is still off-limits. Atman is neither mustard seed nor god, Thor Heyerdahl.








Sunday, November 23, 2025

The Books of Revelations

1. Revelations

In order to avoid the problems of social sects and personal opinions, the Upanishads are considered scripture in Vedanta, although Advaita puts a spin on this.

There is a higher teaching and a lower teaching. When the lower teaching contradicts the higher teaching, take the teaching where you're at.

Similarly any special power is considered to be a lower teaching. Power is by definition the territory of Maya.


2. from Mundaka 1.1-3 (vijñāte sarvam idaṁ vijñātaṁ)

1. Om! Brahma, the creator of the Universe and the protector of the world, was the first among the gods to manifest Himself. To His eldest son Atharva He imparted that knowledge of Brahman that is the basis of all knowledge.

2. The knowledge of Brahman that Brahma imparted to Atharva, Atharva transmitted to Arigir in days of yore. He (Arigir) passed it on to Satyavaha of the line of Bharadvaja. He of the line of Bharadvaja handed down to Arigiras this knowledge that had been received in succession from the higher by the lower ones.

3. Saunaka, well known as a great householder, having approached Arigiras duly, asked, 'O adorable sir, which is that thing which having been known, all this becomes known?'

(tr-Gambhirananda)


3. Divining Oneself

Brahmavidya is that limitless consciousness-existence transcending this reflected conscious life of a body-mind.

Intuiting the substrate of consciousness-existence is the great awakening of one in a million. Identifying with that substrate is enlightenment for one.

O Ananda, here I really am, standing on the ground of consciousness, pledging my time to that principle of existence, Satcitananda.


4. Scenic Viewpoints

Only Brahma knows Brahman and passes that on to Peter or Petra.

From the point of view of Maya, Brahman is Brahma.

From the point of view of Brahman, Brahman is Brahman.



~sr5











Friday, November 21, 2025

Suite Reality Four

1. Fountains of Satcitananda

In the sea of consciousness, the body of maya floats on satcitananda.

In beginningless mists, a most subtle body suddenly appears.

Through it rises a fountain, reflecting consciousness atoms under the sun.

2. Parabrahman

Parabrahman is not nothingness.

Parabrahman transcends all concepts.

Parabrahman is the substrate of nonconceptual consciousness-existence upon which all concepts are superimposed.

3. Revelation & Aparoksanubhuti

Listen to the revelation and confirm it for yourself. If there's affirmation, leave it on your playlist. Realization is just abyss away.

"From where words turn back unable to reach the mind is that silence attainable by yogis but which the realized one always is.

Who can speak of that from which all words return? Just to describe this phenomenal world is beyond all words."








Parabrahman

Parabrahman is not nothingness.

Parabrahman transcends all concepts.

Parabrahman is the substrate of nonconceptual consciousness-existence upon which all concepts are superimposed.


~rj29

Fountains of Satcitananda

In the sea of consciousness, the body of maya floats on satcitananda.

In beginningless mists, a most subtle body suddenly appears.

Through it rises a fountain, reflecting consciousness atoms under the sun.


~rj28

Wednesday, November 19, 2025

Near New Camaldoli

God is I Am, I know I Am, I love I know I Am. The highest truth is unborn says the Mandukya Upanishad. 

Lower truths become unwritten law. The highest truth is truth alone. Lake Manasarovar is like the highest lake in the world.

Matsushima Bay is the most beautiful view in the universe. We were somewhere near New Camaldoli when nonduality took hold.

Origin and Destination

1.

Atman is neither inner nor outer.

Brahman isn't individual or universal.

Turiyam is nondual.

2.

Rituals, practices, commandments, oh my!

If the problem is ignorance, the solution is knowledge only.

Consciousness is the foundation of all knowledge.

3.

At the end of the conceptual rainbow is consciousness and existence.

That satcitananda is like the consciousness-existence unlimited. All aboard!

That Consciousness-Existence Unlimited never leaves the station. For that's origin and destination.


Suite Reality #3

1. consciousness

Individual consciousness are people.

Universal consciousness be god.

Absolute consciousness is.

2. name and formula only

The world is the superimposition of namarupa on the substrate of satcitananda.

Maya is the stuff of name and form. Turiya is a name for the formless.

Ayam Atma Brahma is the grand unified formless formula.

3. reflections

In the lake of consciousness, there's quite a reflection.

No matter how you look at it, this reflection is nothing but water.

This reflection is appearing in consciousness. Consciousness pervades this reflection.







Sunday, November 16, 2025

Reflecting on Consciousness

The mind reflects consciousness. The mind does not fabricate consciousness.

Pure consciousness is self-luminous. The substrate of maya is satcitananda.  

In namarupa, satcitananda is the holy trinity of nonduality.  


Nothing but Pure Consciousness

Five sheaths, four states, three bodies, two dreams, one maya.

Enumerating this creation is prologue to its deconstruction.

Not inner, nor outer, nor consciousness in-between.

Not seed, nor god, nor nothing but pure consciousness.


~rj27

All Appears in Consciousness

Brahman is Satcitananda only. Existence-consciousness-bliss are not three attributes of Brahman. Satcitananda is the nondual nature of Brahman.

In Maya, existence is living, consciousness is knowing, and bliss is self-awareness. I am, I know, I love I know I am.

Scientific materialism believes, without proof, consciousness is a product of an evolutionary brain. All appears in consciousness. Proof is merely stating the obvious.


~rj26

Saturday, November 15, 2025

Transcreating Dakshinamurti (work in progress)

1.

The universe is as a reflection in a mirror, appearing to be a city within oneself, like a dream within sleep, but through the illusory power of Maya seems to be externally manifested.

The one who witnesses reality at the moment of awakening is one’s own nondual Self. Salutations to the blessed teacher in the form of that all-knowing Shiva who faces the south, holy Dakshinamurti.



Bibliography

Dakshinamurti and Manasollasa by John M. Denton

Reflections on Dakshinamurti Stotram by Swami Sarvapriyananda

Hymn to Dakshinamoorthy by Swami Chinmayananda

Hymn to Dakshinamurti (from The Hymns of Sankara) by TMP Mahadevan



other trans of 1a

in which the Self alone plays as the universe of names and forms, like a city seen in a mirror, due to the māyā power, as though produced outside, as in a dream ~Chinmayananda

The universe is like a reflection seen in a mirror, appearing like a city within one’s own Self, but seeming to be outside, through the illusory power of Māyā, as if dreaming in a sleep. ~Denton

who by mayā as by dream, sees within Himself the universe which is inside Him, like unto a city that is seen in a mirror, (but) which is manifes-ted as if without ~Mahadevan

through the illusion of the Ātman as through sleep, sees the universe existing within himself like a city reflected in a mirror, as though it were manifested externally. ~Sarvapriyananda


Thursday, November 13, 2025

Isvara's Prayer

1. God, The Universe, Isvara

If there's an individual consciousness, there's a universal consciousness to deify.

Call it God, The Universe, or Isvara. Simple acknowledgment is worship enough.

Denying this basic recognition is the height of self-deceit making real self-inquiry infeasible.

2. Isvara Help

Scientific atheists of the west are between gods, Isvara help them.

Isvara is Brahman as seen from the point of view of Maya.

Maya is the snake in the rope, a desert mirage, fool's gold, Texas tea.

3. God's Work

Visualizing Brahman as Isvara is God's work.

As one goes through samsara to get to nirvana, one goes through Isvara to get to Brahman.

The power of Isvara is Maya. The power of Maya is duality. The power of duality is twofold: veiling and revealing.

4. The Mahavakya Quartet

It's Brahman as far as the eye can see. Atman is that unbelievable consciousness in which a world of belief appears. Aum. Turiyam is shorthand for Ayam Atma Brahma.


~Suite Reality 2



Quotenotes:

It is true there is one Reality that appears as the universe, as the individualized knowing self, that appears as the Ruler of the universe. Yet, as long as you acknowledge one of these three, you have to acknowledge the other two also. ~Satprakashananda

God is a conscious being who must necessarily have all-knowledge and all power/skill to create, sustain and resolve the jagat. We will replace the word God, with the word Īśvara because it is an unabused Sanskrit word, so far. ~Dayananda




God's Work

Visualizing Brahman as Isvara is God's work.

As one goes through samsara to get to nirvana, one goes through Isvara to get to Brahman.

The power of Isvara is Maya. The power of Maya is duality. The power of duality is twofold: veiling and revealing.

Isvara Help

Scientific atheists of the west are between gods, Isvara help them.

Isvara is Brahman as seen from the point of view of Maya.

Maya is the snake in the rope, a desert mirage, fool's gold, Texas tea.


~rj24



God is a conscious being who must necessarily have all-knowledge and all power/skill to create, sustain and resolve the jagat. We will replace the word God, with the word Īśvara because it is an unabused Sanskrit word, so far. ~Dayananda






On God, The Universe, or Isvara

If there's an individual consciousness, there's a universal consciousness to deify.

Call it God, The Universe, or Isvara, simple acknowledgment is worship enough.

Denying this basic recognition is the height of self-deceit making real self-inquiry infeasible.


~rj23


It is true there is one Reality that appears as the universe, as the individualized knowing self, that appears as the Ruler of the universe. Yet, as long as you acknowledge one of these three, you have to acknowledge the other two also. ~Satprakashananda

Wednesday, November 12, 2025

my Advaita Makaranda
(a work in progress)

1.

kaṭākṣa-kiraṇācānta-naman-mohabdhaye namaḥ,

anantānanda-kṛṣṇāya jagan-maṅgala-mūrtaye.

2.

I am. Always I illumine. Never am I unbeloved.

For I am Brahman alone and my nature is satcitananda.

3.

Rising in my space of consciousness is this universe like a castle in the sky.

Thus how can I not be Brahman, all-knowing and the cause of all?

4.

I always know myself. Without parts,

origination, shelter, or support, I am indestructible.

5.

There is no drying, burning, wetting, cutting, or dividing that space of awareness.

The real is untouched by wind, fire, water, weapons, or other instruments of illusion.

6.

This universe cannot be experienced without the revelation of consciousness.

I am that onnipresent light of awareness which is all-pervading.

7.

Without light, the world does not exist. Without consciousness, there is no light.

Without the unreal superimposed on the real, there is no union with consciousness. For I am nondual.

8.

Neither body nor senses am I. Nor life-force nor mind nor intelligence.

These have been embraced as mine only because of this play of thoughts in the mind.

9.

The witness, all-pervading and beloved am I, and I am never

changing, limited, nor afflicted with suffering.

10.

The mind’s I in deep sleep doesn’t see sorrow, imperfection, or fault.

Samsara belongs to ego and not the witness of the traveling samsari.





Bibliography

The One and One Only: Advaita Makaranda by Swami Tejomayananda

Advaita Makaranda - The Nectar of Non-duality of Sri Laksmidhara Kavi, translation and commentary by Swami Atmarupananda

A Nip of Nectar: A translation of Advaita Makaranda of Poet Lakṣmīdhara by Anonymous

Advaita Makaranda Translation & Commentary by Ann Berliner


Tuesday, November 11, 2025

Suite Shining Big-Sea-Water


By the Shore

As crow doesn't know the ways of people, people do not know the Way. Crow mind or human mind, it's all monkeystuff of Maya. Islands never know the sea of consciousness except upon the shore of intuition called Eka-atma-pratyaya-saram.


Crow and Calvin

As crow caws the cause of causelessness, Calvin preaches predestination. Either one's self-realized or one is sleeping. There are three states of sleeping including this waking one.


Koan 22

Ted Hughes wrote Crow. Sylvia Plath was his better half. The seventh mantra of the Mandukya Upanishad is my heart of Jesus. I can do the trinity in my sleep but the fourth is nondual, Gaudapada.



~rj 20-22 {sr1}





By the shore of Gitche Gumee,
By the shining Big-Sea-Water,
At the doorway of his wigwam,
In the pleasant Summer morning,
Hiawatha stood and waited.
~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow






Monday, November 10, 2025

Koan 22

Ted Hughes wrote Crow. Sylvia Plath was his better half.

The seventh mantra of the Mandukya Upanishad is like my heart of Jesus.

I can do the trinity in my sleep but the fourth is nondual, Gaudapada.


~rj22


Crow and Calvin

As crow caws the cause of causelessness,

Calvin preaches predestination.

Either one's self-realized

or one is sleeping. 

There are three states of sleeping

including this waking one.


~rj21

By the Shores of Intuition

As crow doesn't know the ways of people, people do not know the Way.

Crow mind or human mind, it's all the monkeystuff of Maya.

Islands never know the sea of consciousness except upon

the shores of intuition called Eka-atma-pratyaya-saram.


~reality jingles number 20

Saturday, November 8, 2025

love, satcitananda

Consciousness identifying with the mind is like fire identifying with firewood.

Consciousness identifying with consciousness is job number one.

Consciousness is the ground. Existence is the principle. Love is ananda, my love 


from Tucumcari to nonduality

I've been from Tucumcari to nonduality.

Duality is measured by the senses.

That's why nonduality makes no sense.

Friday, November 7, 2025

nonconceptual existence
(to Mary from love)

People die. Consciousness doesn't.

People appear in consciousness.

Consciousness is self-apparent.

self-awareness like a total eclipse

The mind is this highly-advanced subtle body of Maya capable of reflecting consciousness

back to pure consciousness in an act of self-awareness like a total eclipse of the sun.

The moon shining on the earth is called consciousness.

The sun shining on the moon is called awareness (pure consciousness).

The moon shining on the sun is called absolution (enlightenment).


Talks on Aparoksanubhuti 56-58: the real seer

However much an experience this practical transactional world seems to be, it is unsubstantial like a dream with all its momentary contradictions.

Upon waking, the dream state disappears. In dreaming, there is no waking state. Both are non-existent in deep sleep while deep sleep is unavailable in both.

Thus these three states are considered to be unreal, creations of the three primal attributes. The real seer is beyond all attributes, that one consciousness, the Self.


Tuesday, November 4, 2025

Altaring Consciousness

If the sun is consciousness

and the moon, reflected consciousness,

the earth is like The Jimi Hendrix Experience.

Some call pure consciousness, awareness.

Some call reflected consciousness, the mind.

Some call experience, mindful consciousness. 

Sometimes I get a great notion to know I Am.



Talking Aparoksanubhuti 52-54: body, ego, god, and dna

1. Paramatman

There is no atman but paramatman. 

Paramatman is the satcitananda of any other so-called atman.

2. any other so-called atman

Physical, subtle, omniscient, or seed

(body, ego, god, and dna).

3. nonduality

Reality is inconceivable. Duality is a misconception.

The binary universe is an appearance in nonduality. 

Talks on Aparoksanubhuti 52-54: no second

Imagining the slightest difference between an individual self and the Supreme Self is the undertaking of a foolish mind and certain to invite much fear and loathing.

As reality is misconceived, duality appears—and one sees another. But as one is seeing the Self in all, there is no other in the least.

In the one who truly realizes all beings as the Self, there's neither delusion nor sorrow, for there is no second.


Saturday, November 1, 2025

To Turning Time an Auerbach

After fire, time zones are the greatest human discovery.

As nuclear bombs and artificial intelligence are the greatest use of fire,

daylight savings time is the greatest use of time zones.

As if the end of daylight savings time is final proof that we the people control time.

Talking Aparoksanubhuti 49-51: from The Aparok Opera Experience

This last song from The Aparok Opera Experience called 'born of Brahman' is chrome-wheeled, fuel-injected, and steppin' out over the line. Get yours today.

I appreciate that Mahavakya of Mandukya, Ayam Atma Brahma, incorporating the duality of Atman and Brahman into a single fourth, Turiya. Similarly Shankarachaya writes "Brahman, Paramatman."

That it's said Shankaracharya wrote this doesn't mean Shankara wrote this but some master from his monastic lineage with the honorific of Shankaracharya.

They say namarupa is 40% of maya. The reflection of satcitananda makes up the rest. Differentiate the real from unreal and see this dream is just conditioned mind reflecting in the lake of pure consciousness.

Is the mind a reflection of consciousness or is consciousness that in which the mind appears? Most identify with mind. Such maya is beginningless. Identifying with consciousness takes some practice.

Talks on Aparoksanubhuti 49-51: born of Brahman

All beings are born of Brahman, Paramatman. Therefore one should understand they are Brahman alone.

All various names and forms are Brahman alone. All activity is similarly sustained. This is divine revelation.

Whatever's created from gold is always gold. And too, whoever is born of Brahman is always of the nature of Brahman.

Friday, October 31, 2025

Peaks of Aparoksanubhuti

My talks are transcreations of select translations.

My transcreation is written in poetry.

My point of view dances with nonduality.

Thursday, October 30, 2025

That Ananda

Love makes dreaming feel real. Thinking about it is a nightmare

I love I know I am is that ananda of satcitananda.

Talking Aparoksanubhuti 31,2,3,9,&40

That I is one alone

That I is the seer

That I is immutable

That imperishable I

Talking Aparoksanubhuti 43-45

Everything appears in consciousness. This is our direct experience. It's literally the meaning of Aparoksanubhuti. No scientific theory need apply. All thought appears in consciousness too.

So it appears Gaudapada was the first to apply the nondual Buddhist metaphor of snake and rope to Advaita Vedanta. And all the Shankaracharyas ran with it.

The substrate of all reflection in this lake is consciousness. There's nothing other than this lake of consciousness. All reflection in this lake is consciousness only.

Talks on Aparoksanubhuti 43-45

In the one Consciousness, there can be no division. All individuality is in vain. It's as a snake mistakenly seen in the rope.

From an ignorance of the rope comes the appearance of a snake. Similarly, in pure immutable consciousness appears a phenomenal universe.

The substrate of the universe is Brahman. There's nothing other than that there. Thus, the whole universe is Brahman only.

Talks on Aparoksanubhuti 31,2,3,9,&40

That supreme I is one alone. Material and one of many, how can the mere physical body be the Self?

It's well-established that I is the seer and the body is the seen. Thus they say, this is mine. So how can a mere body be the Self?

That I is changeless and the body is always changing. This is visibly experienced. So how can a mere body be the Self?

Even the subtle body is made of unstable parts. It too is an object, subject to modification, limited, and unreal. So how can it be the Self?

Different from these two bodies is Atman, Purusa, Isvara, the Self of all, of all form and beyond all, that imperishable I.


Monday, October 27, 2025

tbd

 2.


The first law of realization is to turn, turn, turn.


The church of god and the church of science are the two main religions in materialism.


Ego appears in consciousness. Consciousness am I.


3.


Have you ever noticed consciousness never grows old?


That's why they say consciousness is the youth of 10,000 summers.


Breathe out to be or not to be. Breathe in the principle of existence.


4.


Either everything is myself or none of it. That's the nature of reflection.


All dreams are in the mind and of the mind including the waking state.


There's consciousness only no matter what you want to believe.


5.


Consciousness is a reflection of awareness.


Thought is an appearance in consciousness.


Belief is a form of thought.


6.


awareness


consciousness


thought


belief


form


war


self-awareness


7.


Overture


Changeless, formless, faultless, imperishable.


Afflictionless, reflectionless, conceptionless, all-pervading.


Conditionless, actionless, endless unbound. 


Immaculate, immovable, unadulterated, ageless and immortal.


8.


underture


awareness



consciousness


thought


belief


form


war


self-awareness










Talking Aparoksanubhuti 25-28

1.

The Aparoksanubhuti is like a rock opera and 25-28 is one of its gospel songs. 

It's like the opposite of Urge for Going which I thought about today as fall is falling down out there.

Materialism is the blues but consciousness is gospel.

2.

Consciousness is a reflection of awareness.

Thought is an appearance in consciousness.

Belief is a form of thought.


Talks on Aparoksanubhuti 25-28

Changeless, formless, faultless, I am truly imperishable. This is what the wise call real knowledge.

Afflictionless, reflectionless, conceptionless, I am all-pervading. This is what the wise call real knowledge.

Conditionless, actionless, endless, I am unbound. This is what the wise call real knowledge.

Immaculate, immovable, unadulterated, I am ageless and immortal. This is what the wise call real knowledge.



Friday, October 24, 2025

Peaks of A22-24

If the absence of duality is deep sleep, the presence of nonduality is enlightenment. 

Identifying with the body-mind is beginningless but peaks in neverending adolescence.

I minus original ignorance equals that minus conditional illusion. Tattvamasi speaks.


~rj19

The Desert Light (talking A22-4)

Pure Consciousness not only witnesses the duality of the dreaming states but the absence of duality in the deep sleep state.

There's a time for thinking you're the body-mind and a time for healing; there's a time for believing in a Santa Claus and a time for revelation.

Not a wave but the sea.
Not a snake but rope.
Not mirage but desert light.
Aham Brahmasmi.


~rj18

Talks on Aparoksanubhuti 22-24

The light of Atman illumines all. And unlike with the light of a fire or flashlight, that Self sees both the presence and absence of light.

Because of beginningless ignorance, people think they are the body-mind. It's like the maker mistaking they're the pot.

I am Brahman alone, the self-contained, calm sea of satcitananda. I am not an unreal waveform. This is what the wise call real knowledge.

Wednesday, October 22, 2025

251022wd1

You are not the body, the mind, knower, nor witness.

The knower is the way to the witness

but nothing was ever born to be witnessed

according to Gaudapada and I agree.

Tuesday, October 21, 2025

Talks on Aparoksanubhuti 17/21

17.

Atman is without parts, one.

The body has many many parts.

Yet you see these two as one!

What lunacy is greater than this?

19.

Atman is pure consciousness.

The body is a mess of flesh and bone.

Yet you see these two as one!

What lunacy is greater than this?

20.

Atman is the absolute illuminator.

The body is dark and inert.

Yet you see these two as one!

What lunacy is greater than this?

21.

Atman is that timeless principle of existence.

The body is constantly changing so it never actually exists.

Yet you see these two as one!

What lunacy is greater than this?


Overture.

Atman is without parts, one.

Atman is pure consciousness.

Atman is the absolute illuminator.

Atman is that timeless principle of existence.


Prayer for Saguna Brahman

If I Am is sat and I Know is cit,

I Love I Know I Am is ananda.

I am, I know, I love I know I am—

daily prayer for Saguna Brahman.


~rj17

RJ16: I Am and the Knower

Regarding this reflection of consciousness in the subtle body of the mind, I-know is the reflection of cit in satcitananda (called the knower), as I-am is the reflection of sat.

I Am and the Knower is like this main connection between electricity of satcitananda and the body-mind appliance. In other words, it's where where the real meets maya.

I Am and I Know are bus stops of meditation. Nisargadatta says relax and watch the I Am—reality is right behind it. Advaita says the same about the knower and the witness.

Saturday, October 18, 2025

RJ15: 4 x 3 x 1

Thinker, knower, witness, self.

Subtle, reflected, pure, unborn.

Mind, consciousness, awareness, turiya.

RJ14: western waves of ignorance

Western scientific priests preaching consciousness is a product of evolutionary materialism without a molecule of proof are asking for your blind faith and unquestioning belief.

Consciousness is not a product of the body-mind. You cannot petition the lord with theory.

Consciousness is the sea in which western waves of ignorance appear.

Reality Jingles 13: waltzing with turiya

sun, moon, moonlight and earth.

satcitananda

witness, knower, mind and object. 

ajatavada

principle of existence, ground of consciousness, essence of bliss.

aum

Talks on Aparoksanubhuti 16: ahameko

According to this Shankaracharya, I am the One as the subtle and the knower, the witness, immutable existence.

It's like a ladder to the Fourth. The subtle is the mind and the knower is reflected consciousness. The witness is awareness. Immutable existence is unborn.

Like pure consciousness is the sun, the knower is the moon, and the mind is moonlight illuminating earth. Further, the principle of existence transcends this big bang of spacetime.

Wednesday, October 15, 2025

RJ12: like ayam atma brahma

Atman is not reflected consciousness nor unconsciousness.

Brahman is imperceptible, unrelatable, and indescribable.

Turiyam is that intuitive unborn I-essence, like Ayam Atma Brahma.

RJ11: thunderous utterances

Sages say I am that silver screen upon which this movie is playing.

They say this movie has no beginning. Only truth reveals its end.

Naturally such revelations first appeared in the highest Himalayas. 

They call those first four thunderous utterances the Mahavakyas.

A forest of Upanishads would grow around their divine light.

Prajnanam Brahma. Tat Tvam Asi. Ayam Atma Brahma. Aham Brahma Asmi.

Reality Jingles 10: walls

Within this fortress of spacetime, reality feels like a rock hard wall.

That's not reality though. That's me slamming into the limits of duality.

Reality transcends spacetime as the sky contains and pervades the clouds.

Reality is that spaceless awareness and timeless existence seeing through my so-called walls.






Sunday, October 12, 2025

RJ9: Aum

To auspiciousness of being, the principle of existence, and presence of nonduality.

To the ground of consciousness, self-awareness, and raw intelligence.

To this holistic bliss infinity that I am.

Aum

RJ8: free the intellect

Intellect is a reflection of unanalyzed raw intelligence 

as mind is a reflection of unfiltered pure consciousness.

Self-awareness frees the intellect while deconstructing egoic mind.

Reality Jingles 7: adhyaropa and apavada

The metaphysics of nonduality aren't completely logical. Duality is logical. Nonduality transcends logic. Sooner or later comes a zen slap.

Maya is the power of God, Isvara, Saguna Brahman, Brahman with attributes. All attributes are Maya. Nirguna Brahman is without attributes. 

They call this adhyaropa and apavada (superimposition and refutation). Universal metaphysics are so rendered only to be stripped away.

Reality Jingles 6: not self-realization

The metaphysics of nonduality is

not self-realization of course, 

but it's an important way to deconstruct

the western scientific materialism metaparadigm, 

and that's saying a lot.

Reality Jingles 5: the presence of nonduality

Yes, the Self is not like deep sleep. Although deep sleep is the absence of duality, it's not the presence of nonduality.

Both dualities (the waking and sleeping dream states) and the absence of duality are pervaded by that presence of nonduality.

This permeation of all three states of reflected consciousness is like the air pervading the mists of Maya. See, there's nothing but Turiya.

Friday, October 10, 2025

Reality Jingles 4: my God

The manifestation of Atman shall be my God while lucidly dreaming.

The highest nondual truth revealed in the principal Upanishads is that voice of God, Aum.

Aum is Brahma and Aum is Parabrahman. Aum is changeless. Aum.


Reality Jingles 3: that nondual presence

Consciousness is the substrate. Reflected consciousness is the superimposition.

The brain is a subtle body reflecting consciousness. The mind is reflection of consciousness.

Attention is consciousness plus thought. Most think this is pure consciousness but it's not.

Pure consciousness is that nondual presence witnessing duality and deep sleep.

Reality Jingles

1. a superimposition on reality

Both the universal and the individual are limited consciousness-existence. 

Whether your god is God, atheism, agnosticism, or quantum mechanics, it's but a superimposition on reality.

Pure consciousness pervades the universe like a mountain lake permeating numerous reflections.

2. that's samsara

This universal god is omniscient and super-intelligent. Reality is knowledge and intelligence oneself.

Human beings are divided units of universal consciousness which is paradoxical for God is indivisible.

That's samsara for you.

Monday, October 6, 2025

The Great Awakening (AG11.1,2,6,7,8)

In the name of Brahma, Vishnu, Shiva, and the Power of Three, Isvara and Maya are my first twofer.

This body-mind is the fate of DNA and social conditioning. That Pure Consciousness is the witness and I Am That.

God the universal consciousness and me, individual consciousness, go together like Saguna Brahman and avidya.

The world is a mass hallucination. All beliefs, be they theistic, nationalistic, or scientific, are lesser mass hallucinations.

The Great Awakening will be homeless, without boundaries, and all alone. In the meantime, love.



Transcreating Ashtavakra 11.1,2,6,7,8: kaivalyam-iva

Transformation, conservation, and all ruination is the very nature of this phenomenal universe: the one who completely understands this fact is invariably constant, worry-free, and becalmed.

Isvara is the maker and the material and there's nothing other than that here: the one who completely understands this fact is desireless, serene, detached.

I am not the body nor is the body mine for I am Pure Awareness: the one who completely understands this fact no longer is concerned with what one does or doesn't do, but is completely at one with oneself.

I am in everything from Brahma the Creator to a blade of grass: the one who completely understands this fact is free from all vicissitudes of thought, withdrawn from what is finished or not finished, and in complete atonement.

This manifestly wondrous universe is unreal: the one who completely understands this fact is without any dwelling, absolutely open, and placid as if nothing else existed.








Friday, October 3, 2025

That Himalayan Bordertown

Abandon all ignorance ye who exit here. It's that Himalayan bordertown, Jake. There are two states of sleep: deep and dreaming. There are two states of dreaming: subtle and phenomenal.

Subtle dreaming is called the dreaming state. Phenomenal dreaming is called the waking state. What one wants is phenomenal experience. What one needs is Brahmavidya.

Desire isn't dirty in and of itself. Desire for reality is an immaterial one. Consciousness-existence is the fire. Firewood is the body-mind. Brahmavidya knows avidya isn't vidya.


~talking AG10.1-5


Transcreating Ashtavakra 10.1-5: what else could you desire?

Desire is your greatest opposition. Wealth brings great misfortune. Good deeds cause both. Abandon all of it. It's none of your business.

See it like a dream within a days-long sleep: companions, property, capital, residence, significant other, and all which you prize.

Wherever there's desire, there's the world. Take refuge in detachment. Be happy.

Our captivity consists of desire. Our freedom rests in its deconstruction. Detaching from the world attains perennial joy.

You are that one pure consciousness. This phenomenal universe is a lifeless illusion. Your ignorance of that is also illusion. What else could you desire to know?



Thursday, October 2, 2025

Mandukya 2025 TOC

 Mandukya 2025

Wednesday, October 1, 2025

Ode to Gaudapada

Atman is neither seed nor god, sprout nor sunshine, in-between nor nothing at all.

Brahman is nonconceptual and nameless, non-dimensional and formless, causeless and sublime.

Gaudapada says Turiyam is that I transcending every state I am. Ayam Atma Brahma.


Tuesday, September 30, 2025

Project Mandukya 2025 Afterword: Two Gaudapadas and a Buddhist Elephant

Having finished Project Mandukya 2025, I am writing this afterword. First let's talk about the Buddhist elephant in the room. There's at least two Gaudapadas in the room as well.

The first one is a G establishing Vedantic credentials by wrapping oneself in the flag of sacred revelation with a little Upanishad they like to call Mandukya.

The second one explains the first one's three-part Vedantic karika, using Buddhist language almost exclusively. Whether either G was an ex-Buddhist convert or an old-time Vedantist

using the Mahayana language of that age's spiritual empire is not a relevant question. Both G's are Vedantic in a revolutionary way. In the high Himalayan caves, G is known to be a great wise fool.

And Shankara is Saint Paul to that Laughing Jesus. Are there 2 G's or just a younger one and older one? Either way, all individual dharmas are unborn.








Short Talks on MK4.99-100

The knowledge of a realized one is untouched and pure.

The suchness of all being is that knowledge.

This is not the understanding of the Buddha.

Beyond all grasp, depthless, unborn, 

unvarying and fearless is that realization. 

I bow to that with all my power. 

Monday, September 29, 2025

Translations & Commentaries MK4.96-100

96. ajeṣvajam-asaṅkrāntaṁ dharmeṣu jñānam-iṣyate, Yato na kramate jñānam-asaṅgaṁ tena kīrtitam. ~G

अजेषु – in the birthless; अजम् – unborn; असंक्रान्तम् – unrelated; धर्मेषु – separate entities (souls); ज्ञानम् – pure Consciousness; इष्यते – is traditionally held, admitted; यतः – since; न क्रमते – does not relate to any other object, in other words, unconditioned; ज्ञानम् – this knowledge; असङ्गम् – not related; तेन – with that; कीर्तितम् – proclaimed ~trC

96. Pure Consciousness, the essence of the separate entities (jīvas) is admitted to be Itself unborn and unrelated to any of the external objects. This Knowledge is proclaimed to be unconditioned as It is not in anyway related to any other objects. ~trC

Knowledge, which is the very essence of the unborn jivas, is itself called unborn and unrelated. This Knowledge is proclaimed to be unattached, since it is unrelated [to any other object]. ~trN

It was the labour of the Kārikā to prove to us that the external world of objects is a mere delusory projection of the mind. In terms of this projection, the scientific world or the world of ordinary transactions, we understand by the term 'knowledge' only the conditioned awareness. When I am aware of a thing, I declare my knowledge of it. The possibility of the Knowledge Absolute by Itself, is not generally understood or experienced by the average man because of his incapacity to get himself completely detached from his own mental projections of the objectified world. ~C

From the standpoint of Reality the jiva is identical with Knowledge, as the sun is identical with its heat and light. This refutes the theory of the realists, such as the followers of the Nydya doctrine, that knowledge is an attribute of Atman and arises only through the contact of the mind with an external object. The fact that Knowledge, or Consciousness, is not absent in the absence of an outer object is known from the study of deep sleep and the oneness realized in the deepest contemplation. It has already been stated that the appearance of external objects is due to maya. ~N


97. aṇumātre‘pi vaidharmye jāyamāne‘vipaścitaḥ, asaṅgatā sadā nāsti kimutāvaraṇa-cyutiḥ. ~G

अपि अणुमात्रे – even slightest idea; वैधर्म्ये – of plurality (origination of any object, different from Brahman); जायमाने – entertained; अविपश्चितः – by the ignorant; असङ्गता – non-attachment, unconditioned; सदा – forever; न-अस्ति – there can be no; किम्-उत – where then is (means there is no); आवरण – veil; च्युतिः – the end of (destruction) ~trC 

97. The slightest idea of plurality in Ᾱtman entertained by the ignorant, walls them off from their approach to the unconditioned; where then is the destruction of the veil covering the real nature of the Ᾱtman? ~trC

97. To those ignorant people who believe that Atman can deviate from Its true nature even in the slightest measure, Its eternally unrelated character is lost. [In that case] the destruction of the veil is out of the. question. ~trN



alabdhāvaraṇāḥ sarve dharmāḥ prakṛti-nirmalāḥ, Ᾱdau buddās-tathā muktā budhyanta iti nāyakāḥ. ~G

(98) अलब्धा – free from; आवरणाः – veil or bondange of ignorance; सर्वे – all; धर्माः – souls, jīvas; प्रकृति – by nature; निर्मलाः – pure; आदौ – from the very beginning; बुद्धाः – ever illumined; तथा – and; मुक्ता – liberated; बुध्यन्त – capable to know; इति – that; नायकाः – wise men, Masters ~trC

98. All jīvas are ever free from bondage and pure by nature. They are ever illumined and liberated from the very beginning. Still the wise speak of the individuals as ‘capable of knowing’ the Selfhood. ~trC

98 All jivas are ever free from bondage and pure by nature. They are illumined and free from the very beginning. Yet the wise speak of the jivas as capable of knowing [Ultimate Reality]. ~trN

The position described in the text is most difficult to grasp, since the average man, firmly believing in causality, accepts the veiling or bondage of Atman as a fact. But from the standpoint of Atman there is no causality and therefore no veil or ignorance. The idea that the veil can be removed by Knowledge is itself the result of avidya. ~N


99. kramate na hi buddhasya jñānaṁ dharmeşu tāyinah, sarve dharmās-tathā jñānam naitad-buddhena bhāṣitam. ~G

न क्रमते does not ever touch; बुद्धस्य of the realised one; ज्ञानम् - the Knowledge; धर्मेषु हि – any object at all; तायिनः who is all-wisdom; सर्वे धर्माः all the entities (jīvas); तथा similarly; एतत् ज्ञानम् -this knowledge; बुद्धेन - by Buddha; न भाषितम् - is not the view of ~trC

99. The knowledge of the realised one who is all-wisdom is ever untouched by objects. Similarly, all the entities as well as knowledge are also ever untouched by any object, 'this is not the view of the Buddha'. ~trC

99 The Knowledge of the wise man, who is all light, is never related to any object. All the jivas, as well as Knowledge, are ever unrelated. to objects. This is not the view of Buddha. ~trN

Buddhist philosophy is nearest to Advaita Vedanta in its dialectics. But the doctrine of Ultimate: Reality as the non-dual Atman, characterized by the absence of distinction of the knower, the known, and knowledge, is taught in Vedanta alone. // The last sentence of the text carries the implication that Gaudapada’s. Karika, even during his lifetime, was suspected by some critics of being. influenced by Buddha’s teachings. The same view is held even now by some of Gaudapada’s critics. But by his emphatic denial Gaudapada puts all such criticism to rest. ~N

Any student of comparative philosophy who has studied with detachment and sincerity both the philosophies must come to the conclusion that Buddha never taught that Absolute was the final Reality though such a teaching verging on the Advaita concept of an absolute Brahman or Ātman, is ascribed to him by different Mahāyāna schools of Buddhism. ~C


100. durdarśam-ati-gambhiram-ajam sāmyam viśāradam, buddhvā padam-anānātvam namas-kurmo yathā-balam. ~G

दुर्दर्शम् - difficult to grasp; अति extremely; गम्भीरम् -profound; अजम् unborn; साम्यम् - uniform, ever the same; विशारदम् - pure, holy; बुद्ध्वा - having realised; पदम् - the state of (the supreme Reality); अनानात्वम् free from plurality; नमः कुर्मः we salute; यथा according to; बलम् our capacity ~trC

100. Having realised that state of supreme Reality which is extremely difficult to be grasped in its profound nature - unborn, ever the same, pure (all-knowledge) and free from plurality we salute it as best as we can. ~trC

Salutation implies duality. It is impossible for a nondualist to salute another entity, because no such separate entity exists. But this salutation is made from the relative standpoint. The commentator, full of human Feeling, is grateful to the Knowledge which has enabled him to attain the Supreme Reality. He drags both himself and Knowledge, as it were, to the relative plane, imagines Knowledge to be the teacher and himself the pupil, and then salutes It. ~N



Legend:

C: Chinmayananda

G: Gaudapada

Gm: Gambhirananda

N: Nikhilananda

P: Paramarthananda

S: Shankara

S/G: Sandeepany / Gurubhaktananda

Sw: Swartz

tr: translated by