Tuesday, May 3, 2016

Meditations on a Paragraph in Nisargadatta 56:
The World in Myself, Not Myself In the World

Of course we live in one world. Only I see it as it is, while you don't. You see yourself in the world, while I see the world in myself. To you, you get born and die, while to me, the world appears and disappears. Our world is real, but your view of it is not. There is no wall between us, except the one built by you. There is nothing wrong with the senses, it is your imagination that misleads you. It covers up the world as it is, with what you imagine it to be—something existing independently of you and yet closely following your inherited, or acquired patterns. There is a deep contradiction in your attitude, which you do not see and which is the cause of sorrow. You cling to the idea that you were born into a world of pain and sorrow; I know that the world is a child of love, having its beginning, growth and fulfillment in love. But I am beyond love even.

~Nisargadatta

1. A person looks at what appears to be and manipulates it as it thinks it should be, creating a belief for this in its blindness of what is.

2. One may look at what appears to be and sees what is, creating a mythology, a magical reality, for this appearance in that loving light.

3. The former is black magic utilizing the illusion of past and future. The latter is white magic in the manifesting transformation now.

4. All persons are black magicians—some better than others—like a game of playing cards—deuces aces jokers jacks and queens—then there are the ones who learn to be the trump card.

5. There is only awareness and self-awareness. Like the God of Gods knowing “it” is the God of Gods.

6. And this appears to the mind within and of the process to be an evolutionary universe of space-time, in which it is an object, a body of space and a mind of time, the body-mind.

7. But awareness being self-aware is spontaneous and integral as is.

8. So in this mythic seeing of a world within myself, my self-awareness appears to be a reflexive universe in which awareness is intent on this self-awareness, descending into, and then ascending from, the material.

9. The human being is the omega of this universal process, withdrawing from the wave of the material into the sea of being. Thus a person is the necessary confusion of this crashing wave, self-conscious yet not self-aware.

10. The spontaneous action of awareness being self-aware—when the person sees one is being and not the body—this is the end of the world as a person knows it, “dying” before “dying.”

11. Awareness being self-aware is not only spontaneous as in relation to the time of space-time, but integral as in relation to the space of space-time.

12. Such a magical reality balances conditioning and truth, person and being, alpha and omega, samsara and nirvana, appearance and reality, duality and unity. As nondual.

13. In bringing this magical reality into being, I redeem the world.

The Omega Block

Monday and it’s raining.
Weather people say we’re stuck in an Omega Block
and rain will be a steady presence for the upcoming week.

One could say the world is in a similar situation.
In a universe of reflexivity—that awareness and this self-awareness,
the unborn undying truth—

the world is like a blocking belief in birth and death,
appearing as an atmosphere of war
instead of the evolutionary transformation of what is.

On the other hand, from the vantage point of space,
there’s just this intentional bluish planet and its whirling
splendid great-hearted white noise of silence.


Monday, May 2, 2016

Big Bang Mountain


Consciousness is like 
the light 
and pure awareness 
like the source. 
One goes on and off. 
The big unknown is neither. 
Call it the black whole. 

The Unbelievable Event of I
God knowing God
when sliced
looks like an evolutionary universe—
as I emerge from my chrysalis as Self-awareness.

A good practice is to move your hand around
as if it's a skeleton.
That is pure imagination.
The body is just an idea—
and so the great doctors help cure
your self of all ideas.
Think of your skeleton as light
this is called treating a symptom.

Questioning consensus reality—
that's basically the definition of post-modernism.
Accepting only being is the next big thing.

Believing
in only being
until seeing
that is unbelievable—
being is
the knowledge of
that unknown.

Authenticity is just knowing the personal is inauthentic.
If affirmation is New Age,
negative capability is:
“capable of being in uncertainties, mysteries, doubts,
without any irritable reaching after fact and reason”

Data is the past
and only predicts
one who lives in the past.
Magic reality is just that first flush of deconstruction.
Upon seeing the falsity of conventional reality,
it’s natural to imagine new and magical realities.

Developing one's natural
compassion is the most important practice there is
if one intends on staying in this world.
Otherwise Karma.

Seeing through illusion is the best
a bodhisattva can do.
The trick is always there.
Unless you're like a Buddha or something.

Illusion seeing
projecting the big mountain—
this is Buddha's world!